This is where I whine: I don't wanna do this anymore!

My elbows hurt from having my arms on the desk, my concentration power is down, come on, come on!

I wish I could draw so I could capture her while she was here and in person. I wish I could still be around her. I'm losing it already, I know I have to be strong, though. Moral imperative and all that junk.

You've got to spend some time with me. And I know that's you'll find, love, that I'll possess your heart.

the skype sign on sound should be incorporated into a popular love song.

Also, I'm a pretty awful person, yeah.

can I get a girlfriend please? Ah wait, here comes a guy who'd like to be my boyfriend. That's sounds exotic, but unattractive. It'd be cool if it was attractive, then I could try some French. Just not feeling this junk. Anyways. Wish she was here. I know I'm a whiner. Yes, yes I am. I'm reading me some Sue Grafton and having a buzzed ole time. ( Read more... )

You's the dame who's the user name to all my passwords ( Read more... )

I WANT MY GIRLFRIEND!

she is my life. I love her like nothing else in this world, but now I am off to spend time with somebody else. I guy who I know likes me and I when I hang around with him I have these guilt dreams of being comfortable and then shocking myself out of it. ugh.

usually posting makes me feel better but that did abso-fucking-lutely nothing for me.

how do you do when you life feels like it's crumbling? The bricks should have been solid, but you realize how, if they wanted, they could just turn to dust. And you life would be lost, as your mind already is. K and M could just totally be off. Why support this crazy gay lady? She obviously is unstable, uncompassionate, and can't make up her mind. ( Read more... )