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[validguitarist]

All I've ever wanted was to be happy. I thought I had it all figured out, but apparently I had it all wrong. I just don't know anymore.

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To Sadie:

[hazmattonic]

You know, some times, we think and we hope and we try to do everything we can to be happy. Some times we strain and cry and fight just for a little bit of happiness. Sometimes it's so easy just to stand there and smile and realize that everything is ok. Everything is great. I thought.. for me, it was more of me fighting and hoping and praying and doing everything in my power to make you happy. I didn't say anything when you told me you were leaving, except that I wish for you're happiness. I didn't say anything about the other stuff because for one it hurt, and for two, it was already done and over with, and there was nothing I could do to change anything. So I just smiled and said congratulations and I hope you're happy in your new/old life. Like today, when we were talking in the car. I could have said so many things, so many things that would make everything just that more hurtful, but I didn't and I won't because I want you to be happy. You're beautiful when you smile, and I was right when I told you that you're voice sounds so