hello all. not a whole lot has been up with me, i went to Addison to pick up brian and hung with him for a few days, then i found out bo was back in town so i have been hangin out with him lately. i still really really need to find a job. all of u that have jobs keep them cuz finding a job is one of the hardest things to accomplish at this point ( Read more... )

well not a whole lot to update about but erica is gonna kill me if i don't give her at least a little something to read. things still suck. i still don't have a job. i'm still looking but like always it seems like a losing battle. i saw bailey again. surprise to me but yea. we hung out for a few hours friday. despite the one mistake by me, ( Read more... )

I'm so fucked. i don't know what i'm gonna do now. my boss at little ceasars took me off the schedual before i was sure wether or not i had a new job and i didn't get this new job. I need to find a job and fast otherwise i'm gonna seriously fuck myself over. AHHHHHHHHHH THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!! This is really really bad. i don't know if ( Read more... )

it's been a little while since i have posted, as it usually is. life is extremely busy these days, i'm lucky if i get to sleep for 3 hours at a time. busy can be good though. i'm getting tons of hours and good things said about me at work. mostly i've been hangin out with drea and whoever drea and i come in contact with. february 19th if all ( Read more... )

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bailey hates me now. Actually to quote her exactly would be "jon i fucking hate you". and ya know what i really don't give a flying fuck. But bailey, heres a tip from davy and myself. Grow the fuck up. Just like in the last life you are being a drama queen, and creating needless shit in others lives as well as yours. wether u read this or not ( Read more... )

today was the day i got my last bit of closure. i got my knife back from bailey. i was told by jules that bailey didn't wanna give the knife to her so she had to sneak it out. though it's been at least like 2 weeks since i've even talked to her at all, getting this knife back hurt so much. it's the means to an end. it basically put it right in ( Read more... )

i've been blah for a few days straight now. i'm just kinda going with the flow of everything. i'm getting more hours at work which is good, and i'm not home even more now then i used to be. apparently i'm finally old enough to not have a fucking curfew. how nice after 19 years. i was also told by my mother that i'm to get a tattoo instead of ( Read more... )

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rolling last night fucked my head up. i met someone last night that for some reason gave a stronger pull to me that bailey has lately. it's so odd. she just walked on the room just after we both started rolling, then she sat down and just stared into my eyes. i don't know what to do about this. i like this girl alot but i highly doubt it goes ( Read more... )