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At what point does staying true to yourself push the limit of being worth the risk?
When it would make people see you so differently that you could turn into a victim, is it still worth it?
If you risk losing everything because the wrong people don't understand, is it still worth it?
[Locked Private; Schwarzwaldern]
I hope the date goes well tomorrow. I hope she doesn't bring it up. I hope I remember to lock my door next time.
I wonder where all this will lead. What if we don't work well together? What if she ends up not liking what I am, in the end? What if dating ruins our friendship? Can I really take comfort in the fact that what happened on Halloween didn't break us apart?
...That must have been horrible for her.
God, I feel so guilty now on top of all that.
When it would make people see you so differently that you could turn into a victim, is it still worth it?
If you risk losing everything because the wrong people don't understand, is it still worth it?
[Locked Private; Schwarzwaldern]
I hope the date goes well tomorrow. I hope she doesn't bring it up. I hope I remember to lock my door next time.
I wonder where all this will lead. What if we don't work well together? What if she ends up not liking what I am, in the end? What if dating ruins our friendship? Can I really take comfort in the fact that what happened on Halloween didn't break us apart?
...That must have been horrible for her.
God, I feel so guilty now on top of all that.