Why do these tears come at night...

[vallerina]

I am so FUCKING out of it these days...like I swear I'm still burnt out from Junior Year, but I feel like stoned or something, like nothing phases me, I feel so neutral about everything. I'm never get EXTREMELY happy or EXTREMELY upset anymore. This past weekend was awesome and I should've been having so much fun, but everything felt so surreal.

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[vallerina]

Oh gosh, thanks so much :) it cheers me up to know you actually read through the whole post and stuff. Yeah, I'm trying to find things that make me happy no matter what, like this weather. But I still feel alone and stuff, I hope I get over this feeling...and at least I'm headed for college next year so that'll be a change. Thanks again

[ex_pyrogeni]

wow... I agree with just about everything that you said... and you're really pretty, haha.

[vallerina]

aw yay, ah did you send a pic in w/ur Penn app? Cuz I did and it was HORRIBLE and I think they're gonna use it for the face book...oops. Hm, I wish i had better pix to post

[ex_pyrogeni]

no I didn't send my pic in... I don't really like the thought that it might be used in a Penn publication, hehe. and your pics are fine as is :).

[anonymous]

AMAZING PICS

i wanna see more!
xoxox fo eva

al

[anonymous]

Random guys??

-sam