Sorry no updates in forever. I guess not many people care anymore considering I really don't have time for anyone either ( Read more... )

You know what was awesome about yesterday? Lorraine came over and it made me happy. I miss my bff. On top of that, we went out to eat and chuck came too. I was sooo happy that he was finally meeting people in my life. I believe all the feedback was positive on both sides. Yay ( Read more... )

So yesterday I went to jersey gardens. It was alright. I was proud of myself for being semi conservative with money. After that I went with caryn to see steph in her bartender competition. I didn't actually make it there though ( Read more... )

what's crazy? that I clocked out with 54 hours this week. I printed my report 3 times to make sure it was right. double you tee eff. (that means wtf in a much cooler way) how is it even possible that I did that? I even had 3 tests and a paper this week. I'm just barely making it right now. I don't know. I constantly write out precise time ( Read more... )

All i do is work and school and work and school and work and school and work again.

I need a good long scream.

What to say about today. Nothing. There is nothing. I woke up and studied, then I went to work. It was an average night with average tips. I really like my job and the people I work with again. Did you ever feel like you just want to pull aside every person that you like and tell them exactly why you like them? That's what I always feel like ( Read more... )

I am soooo exhausted right now. The friday/saturday closing shifts are killer. I made pretty good money considering it was slow. I worked with jess for the first time. I like working with her, except for her telling the entire bar I was a whore. I think she totally had this one girl convinced that I had sex with 3 different bar guests. Oh ( Read more... )

Everything in my life right now is a contradiction. There's just so much that is soo good and so much that is soo bad. I guess it sets me at a not so comfortable equilibrium.

ps. I love all 3 of my sisters a lot.

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I can not even express to you how much fun I had tonight. I feel shitty now....but oh my goodness...so much fun. We went to the breakfast club for tayzia's birthday. They pronounced her name tay-ZEE-uh and it made me laugh. They played love is a battlefield for her and she went crazy. I danced like tons and I have a lovely cigarette burn on my ( Read more... )