I feel really dumb and I don't like feeling dumb. I hope I didn't make a huge mistake. I'm full of mistakes these days.

I went to dinner with lisa. I love her. I shouldn't have gone though. I have this really stupid, dumb, lame, shitty paper to write. I hate writing papers on topics that are not interesting on any level ( Read more... )

I've been studying my pants off. I have a fatty fat test in about an hour. I want to get really awesome grades. I think I only studied enough for a b or so. I'll just cross my fingers ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo tired. I drank too much coffee today, so I'm wired/tired at the same time ( Read more... )

I don't know what to make of myself these days. Do you ever feel like you never met yourself before? That's what I feel like a lot lately. Partially because I'm having fun and enjoying life and partially because I'm doing things I wouldn't normally do which scares me a bit ( Read more... )

Ever have a morning that you feel like you need to get up an extra hour early just to get your like back together? That's today. I just puked up my soul. Gross. This is why drinking is not cool. I never throw up either. I totally lied last night too. While I did not throw the wheat thins box on the ground...I didn't throw it in the trash can ( Read more... )

My name is Valerie Anne Gibbs and I am extrememly trashed right now. I am making huge efforts to check alll my speeling so I don't sound crazy right now. I've hit backspace like 50,000 times right now. Ah! Open bars are such bad news. Fun fun fun....but I am so stupid right noow. I missed my test today. My dad fell off a roof and broke ribs ( Read more... )

I had the best time ever last night. I went to jenk's for tayzia and caryn's birthday. As if it wasn't cool enough to be there with a million of my friends, I was also reunited with so many people I really miss. Frank was there! I really do miss him a lot and I think we're going to be friends again. Seriously great. Jess was there too and we ( Read more... )

I have to say, I am very, very, very happy girl these days. You would think breaking up with a boyfriend would make you sad, but it did not. I think in the past I completely missed out on the fun of being single. I don't know what it is really, but everyday is just so awesome. I love having like 50,000 missed calls everyday and always having ( Read more... )

My life has completely changed in the last week. Like changed all the way around. It's weird. Very weird. It's even more weird that this change is comfortable. I don't know what to think of myself right now or what other people would think. I just feel really bad when I hurt feelings. I guess I didn't really have a choice. He didn't see it ( Read more... )