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[vallewee]

how can it be possible to be surrounded by so many people, good people too, and yet still feel so alone...so empty inside. i have all my family, all my friends, and yet i still feel like the better 1/2 of me is gone...thats prolly cuz it is...i still feel like no one can fill me up inside, im not sure if thats a bad thing or a good thing? lately i

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[_oh_no_]

thats soo beautiful and sad at the same time.. i cant even explain it.. and no i dont know how u feel cause this hasnt happend to me.. but i can imagine it and its crazy how strong u are.. cause i know that if i loved someone as much as u love him and they left me for that long.. i wouldnt know what to do w/ myself.. i wouldnt know if i would still love him after 2 years of being apart.. and the fact that u havent cheated on him and u havent fell out of love with him is amazing.. so big ups val! cause although these girls have someone here for them to cuddle n be w/.. it wont compare to what u and thomas have.. it takes time to get as deep into a relationship as u have.. and the fact that u fought it out with him while he is thousands of miles away.. just shows to everyone else how strong ur relationship is.. so its ok to feel sad now.. because in the end.. it will be all worth it.. and u will appreciate ur time with him later because of this

i guess...

[niela_19]

i guess i can somehow try to imagine how it is that you feel. i know how there are time when you don't want or need anyone or anything else but the person that you love. and to be with that person is as if the world were to make sense. its as if without that person you're not complete, you dont find yourslef to be whole. i know that my relationship doesn't compare to yours. they are very different but yet i feel like if i was in your shoes i'd be distroyed. knowing that the love of my life is thousands of miles away i dont know what i would do with myself. but don't worry cause in less than 9 months you two will me tigether forever and thats what counts. you've waited this long, september is just around the corner and he will be here and the february you dreams will come true...sniff sniff... and you wont have to be alone anymore. we'll go visit you in cali.
i love girl!!
dani