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[valley_of_death]

I wish I could stop there pictures of times when we were happy together from flashing back in my mind.I was actually happy for a while but now they are slowly eating me away.I hope when we meet up that it does'nt make things worse.I am slowly getting more and more lonely.I am missing having someone there to talk to , to hold and to say I love you

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[kiss_thexblade]

I know how you feel but you don't need a significant other to be happy! You need to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with someone else.. that's something I've learnt anyway. You've been through so much Danny and I know you'll move on one day and find someone who will treat you with the respect you deserve. But you can't expect someone else to love you if you don't love yourself. Of course you won't become your old self. You've come to far and to go back would be pointless. Your a good person Danny but don't let people walk over you, you have to know that you deserve better than that. Life isn't all that bad, it's hard but if you try to start to see the good in things than everything will seem better. When Ollie broke up with me i thought my life would be over and i'd never be happy again, because he gave me confidence and made me feel loved.. but i try and think that I was blessed to have met a good genuine person like him, and that at least I had 3 months with him instead of never knowing him at all. You and Mandy and

[valley_of_death]

Yeah I have been pretty happy its just sometimes something reminds me of being with Cindy.Or like the other day I just had a flash of picture of when we were sitting in the car together just before she went away the last time.Mainly only happens when I am at home alone with nothing to do.I want to get out and do stuff and meet people but I don't really have anyone to go out with regularly anymore.So it kinda sux.Hopefully I will get to go out this weekend.But atm it doesn't look like I will.