the power is back

which is a good thing

in a way

I just don't want things to change

and everyone go back to their separate lives

but things always change

they always change in a circular motion.........

it just doesn't take a lot to make me happy.....

just do something I wasn' expecting

I love it.

 I wish I could touch more peoples lives..............

Ever had that feeling

where you want to tell people how much you love them

and how much you are greatful for them

and thank them for everything they do for you

but you can't ever find the words to say it

so its just left unsaid?

well thats how I feel about some of you......

I wish you knew how much I cared about you.

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I'm being me

and I am so happy

I don't think anyone can knock me down

off my cloud

because I'm not depending on anyone

but GOD!!!

and that feels SOO GOOD!

Even though the audiences weren't as responsive as our home church the feelings were the same, being able to be a beacon of God's light brings you unexplainable joy. Its such an honor to be choosen to be the one to spread His word to the people who need to hear it and to bring joy to people who never get to see young youth living on God's word. I ( Read more... )

They come so often, the dreams

robbing me of soundless sleep

my mind moving like a movie the whole night

yet I never wake up tired

and at first they are nothing but innocent play of the mind

only they are vivid

and I can remember them

sometimes not the whole thing

but bits stay implanted like stone

calling to say they mean something

but what?

At ( Read more... )

To all my friends who have put up with me when  I was happy, sad, sick, tired, confused, lonely, joyful, crazy, hyper and annoying........... I commend you!

To all my friends who have given me memories, love, laughter, joy, hope, faith, trust, a  good time, and smiles...........I owe you!

To all my friends who allowed me to cheer you up, to help ( Read more... )

ever think sometimes that life is just a mirage.

and when you get close enough to see it, it dissolves

and those two little angels are sitting on your shoulder

steering your emotions just to have a little fun

and your just a puppet

in a Puppeteer's world.......

to spill myself to you

to open completely

to become naked

and expossed

and broken

waiting for you to heal me

is suppose to be scary

but in reality

tonight

it is healing

peaceful

and everything I needed.

Thank you God.

I love you.