(Untitled)

[valornhonor19]

Another day in the neighborhood.

Comments

Nicholas Lee Crisan Alfonsi:

[arinekogomu]

First off, before I forget, I hope your birthday and Christmas were enjoyable, and I hope your New Year will be enjoyable. Secondly, to cut to the chase, I am truly sorry for the hell I put you through. I thought anger at you would relieve the bitterness, but the more angry I became, the more bitter I became. I realize that was part of what you were trying to show me with your silence. Third, this is going to be very long and I hope it does not waste your time. I realize now that the more bitter I became, the more distant with others I became. I can't do that to people. Not to you, not to anyone: it isn't healthy for me. I have been breaking down more than my usual once a month since what happened occurred and this anger, as you may think, hatred, this wrath of mine is not helping. *chuckles* All of this refusal to move past is because of my stupid pride. Wrath, Pride, all of these are good depending on cause and moderation, but I overdid them both. I guess I embody both sins...I don't understand it. Things became so muddled in my

[valornhonor19]

Pride might be the wrong word for it, and perhaps vanity is a better word, but confidence is what you want and overconfidence causes you to underestimate, when you underestimate bad things can happen in almost all scenarios to which this application is possible

Okay, Alfred, let me put it another way:

[arinekogomu]

To address the last point you made, I will return your tapes to you on Monday, and I would hope that you will be willing to make a trade of the books you have (I don't remember which ones, to be honest) and my tape (you know, the tape you could easily blackmail me with) at that time

[valornhonor19]

You don't need to reply to everything.Did you feel you needed the last word?  I was not asking for responses; you failed to respond correctly as you failed to understand the meaning of what I said.You weren't silent actually: silence is complete lack of sound.  There is luck, because there is chance, and luck is just a word describing the chances going well, though a popular contemplation of luck I do not often agree with.Vanity is different than the foremost definition of pride.Stop pretending to understand my mind--you haven't yet and I can't imagine you ever will.  Temel Nosce instead--it is far more important.And no it didn't have to happen.I am not being cruel, but truthful.Mr. Alfred KinP.S. You needn't respond; I have plenty else to work on.