What should I do?? He gave me his number and told me to call him.. but I'm a whole lotta nervous. Gaaa!! I hate being so far from him. I hate not being able to kiss him, and give him hugs. I hate that he's not here. I miss him everyday, and every night. I don't know what to do anymore. I guess all I can really do it pray that he still feels the ( Read more... )

Last night was so much fuckin fun. I ended up having to babysit until 8:30 and yet again the kids were awful. All I kept thinking was uggg.. I really can’t wait to go home and start drinking. I got done babysitting and went over to Kristy’s and went with her and Aaron to Save-More and got the liquor. It only came to like 90 bucks for all of it, and ( Read more... )

I've been so sad lately. I don't know if it's because I know that I'm not doing anything with my life. Yah I am going to school but I don't know what I wanna go to school for. Or if it's because I got to spend the whole weekend, with this really great guy. We had the best time. He took care of me when I was so drunk off my ass I couldn’t remember ( Read more... )

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No ( Read more... )

Uggg.. I hate being put in to this position. I was talking to my dad the other day about me going down to Chicago to work, and now after I get a job at Starbucks and everything, he doesn't think that it's a good idea for me to go down and work, cuz he knows how Rob is gonna act. I know he's gonna act like a dumbass like normal, but I know how to ( Read more... )

Uggg.. I can't fricken believe it. I've had the same damn headache for the past three days. It isn't getting any better. I think tomorrow I'm gonna go to the back-cracker guy, and hopefully that will help. I'm so excited because I'm selling my car, and I'm going to be getting my sister Jeep Grand Chorkee. =) Hopefully I can get 800 for my car, and ( Read more... )

Someone Else's Star ( Read more... )

I had such a fun day today!! First I had to go into town and drop of more applications. No job yet, it sucks, but in another way it's really kind of nice. =) Then Kristy called me and told me that she was back home, so I went over to her house. We went to McDonalds because that's all we could afford. I saw this really cute guy there, but come to ( Read more... )

I confess that in 2005 I...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
(x) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
(x) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship ( Read more... )

Ever since I quit over at fuckerville I love life. For right now it's so relaxed, just working for my dad and going to school. Even tho looking around Escanaba for a job is not looking good. Some one asked me if I regretted quitting C&C and all I said was Hell no. I just can't even begin to think that had I stayed that it would have gotten any ( Read more... )