sooooooooooo i didnt get a dorm. i dont want to get into it but basically i didnt get something in the mail that i should of so right now im screwed. sure i could get one second semester and just live at home. problem is, my home is changing. my mom is going to move downtown. that would be great except shes moving in with her current boyfriend. ( Read more... )

im 19 in less than a week! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

that feels weird.

really changes people. i just realized that a lot of people i know have become... well DIFFERENT people! its kind of weird because you always say to your friends that you will keep in touch and nothing will change. but of course it will. college really does change you as a person. you change habits and ways of living. your surroundings influence ( Read more... )

i just got this huge email about audtioning for the musical theatre program and our attire required and solo times and stuff and just reading it is making me nervous! AHHHHHHH it is so soon and if i dont get into it ill be sad because im pretty sure this is my only chance booo

stupid groundhog...

SPRING RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER MY ASS!!

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i have to apply to audition to get into the bfa program for musical theatre and it is damn stressful! its due friday and i still need my high school transcripts... for some gay reason... and another letter of recomendation! bah! and i still need to practice the audition crap! AHHHHHHH. this is probably the most stress i will have the entire time i ( Read more... )

*Why are you a bitch? What are you thinking? You are a bad parent. I am a very forgiving and reasonable person. But I am also very genuine. It is very hard for me to act "fake" and tell someone I love them when, in fact, i think they ruin lives. I try to be nice to you, and you act nicely to me, but we both know this isn't real. Maybe you feel ( Read more... )

although it may seem as though life sucks at the moment, it really actually doesnt. at all. sure things go wrong and fans get hit with shit every once in a while, but not often enough to make life suck. infact life is amazing right now. i am usually very happy and i realize how much i enjoy my life at the moment and actually will just smile. and ( Read more... )

i asked for help. i called my mother. we talked for 30mins straight; probably the longest conversation we've ever had. talking helped. as bad as the situation is, i think it brought me closer to my mother. the whole mom and daughter not getting along till college syndrom might be setting in for me. we'll see. i hope she can help things out.

no. i am not literally sick. i am sick OF something. im sick of drakes mother. his father too for that matter. they treat him like crap. he doesnt deserve it. most parents would dream to have a kid as good as him. i dont understand why his parents say the things they do or act in ridiculous ways. i cant stand it anymore. they are terrible parents. ( Read more... )