In what seems to be par for the course, I am struggling with Brian again. I am not stuggling so much with his decision making skills or immaturity (although they are certainly part of the issue). I am struggling with the fact that I don't want to be with him. I don't WANT to do things with him and when I force myself (because he never forces me), I ( Read more... )

Today, I have a nice story to share. I was at work around 2pm and I was bored. We have a couple of wedding parties staying the hotel. A man from one of the wedding parties comes to the desk to ask for scissors and tape. He told us that he's the best man and he needed to cut and paste his speech for the wedding reception. I offered to type it for ( Read more... )

I've come to a conclusion. I want to go back to school. No, seriously. LSAT prep courses start October 21 and I should have enough money to enroll by then. I am going to apply to William and Mary. I have no clue if I have a chance at getting in, but it's the only law school I want to go to and I want to go. I still want two degrees: law degree from ( Read more... )

Brian has been super sweet lately, so I'm not here to complain about him. He's been kind of getting on my nerves, but I think that's all me because he's doing nothing wrong. I had to remind/inform him today that he will see me drunk at some point or another and he either needs to accept that or decide how he's going to deal with it, but I have no ( Read more... )

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and facebook isn't an option. I am seriously falling for Brian. I hate when people (espcially my parents) say stuff like, "You've only been dating for a month." Actually, we've been dating for something like 2 years. We've only been CALLING it dating for a month. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I want to marry him tomorrow or anything, but I'd ( Read more... )

I just submitted my new thesis. Rather than feel relieved, I feel stressed and annoyed. My professor gave me another week to edit my thesis and make it prettier, which IS a good thing, but it means that I do not have that "Okay, it's DONE!" feeling that I would have otherwise. I feel like I never have a chance to celebrate my work being done ( Read more... )

It is 12:20am. I am at the top of page 5 of my new thesis. I have procrastinated and it is biting me in the ass. That having been said, this sucks. I keep running up against the "I already fucking did this!" wall. Oh, sorry, in case you haven't been kept up to date... my thesis advisor changed my thesis topic. Completely. The first Saturday of ( Read more... )

I met with my now-official thesis advisor again today. We have met several times before, each time being slightly more frustrating than the last. The last time we met he informed me that I was not qualified to do the thesis I have been working on and he changed my focus. I kind of went, "What?" Long story short, I came to the conclusion that I ( Read more... )