So it's 1:42 am here and thats 12:42 pensacola time ( Read more... )

ONE YEAR. AND THATS IT. I HAVE SHIT TO DO.

I call this gaining life experience.

*sigh*

Ya know when you feel like you just made the biggest mistake in your life and you know your going to have to live with it, but your trying to figure out for how long. I feel that way right now. It's horrible, but not unlivable. I can't help but feel like I'm on display. I mean... I'm sleeping in the living room. Everyone is white. Like... not just ( Read more... )

I think... I think I wanna be loved and love someone else and I think I'm beginning to be OK with that ( Read more... )

I am freaking out. It's two AM, I can't fucking sleep. My stomach feels like shit! I started having weird dreams about Japan and Japanese and transformers. I'm really missing my friends from Japan and it's so hard to keep in touch. I found out some bad news about Kai and now I'm super worried about him and all I can do is myspace him. It sucks. I ( Read more... )

I am so broke. I hate being broke. I really do. I just really hate not having a steady source of income... its killing me! and i can't stop thinking about it, I really need to deposit this money for the car before I blow it all on expensive restaurants and clothes. I really want to buy some new clothes ( Read more... )

my eye & my head hurts really damn bad. I think its from watching the tv upside down and sitting at this computer on every other commercial. so my grandma pisses me off and so does hannas mom. ofcourse those are just two of the random ppl that upset me this week. Other than them there are the complete strangers I deal with on a day to day basis. So ( Read more... )

I need One fucking thousand dollars. I come up with all this bullshit to do to get and I haven't done it yet. Which means its prolly not gonna get done, which means im not gonna get the fuckin car in Michigan, which means im gonna get a sucky ass job when I get there, if I get one at all cause everything is so fuckin spread out, I can't get from ( Read more... )

omg. it feels so good to not be on myspace right now. I mean not only do I have my own page but the FB page as well, and Im proud of it but shit im tired. I hang out all day with Ash and then I get home at 10pm and stay up till 1 am uploading pictures and fucking around with stupid shit, just to upload a page that prolly means more to me and jackie ( Read more... )

If there was such a thing as a Japanese Gordita they would certainly call it a Japadita ( Read more... )