this shell is cracking
and i'm spilling out
like dominoes
one feeling fuels another
till i'm bleeding crying laughing cumming dying
and the dam has broken
my belly split wide
rotting from the inside
and those unlucky enough to be near
are swept up
in my putrid rotting flesh
viscous rank and familiar

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...i smell your fear mingled with lust and intrigue and you become heavier as you fall faster and my arms aren't that strong or even that committed and i never lied to you i never hid myself but you seem to be taking this further than i'm sure i want to go but there's nothing to reply to when the silence hangs on us thick like blood interfering ( Read more... )

candice, i know i didn't seem upset when i said goodbye, and i'm not really, but i want you to know i have a big knot in my stomach because i can't see you everyday...for four months. it's not a big deal, we've done it before, but i AM going to miss sleeping beside you every night. i love you more than words.

(barf, i know)

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i am so ready for a change
hopefully going home will be enough

everyone in markham better keep me frickin busy!

JONNY!!!

I NEED TO SEE YOU BEFORE I LEAVE FOR THE SUMMER!!!

I'LL BE HERE TILL THE END OF THIS WEEKEND...ILL TRY TO FIND YOU...

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU

ah, drunken tomfoolery...

road trip today...yay for hungover driving

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I GOT HAMMERED LAST NIGHT...

time for another year long break

candice, i hope you're not barfing in the back of the bus!