some how i inharted two ferrets form a friend at work. she said she is giving them to me at work today.she cant keep them because the apartment manager found out she had them and said she cant have them so she has to get rid of them today. i know that my parents wont let me keep them, because i already asked, so i'm trying to find them a nice home ( Read more... )

i just realized my birthday is on a monday, u know what that meens... necto night. so does anyone know there scedule for the 10th of july? i would like to get a group of people to go that night. i know its a far notice but just keep it in mind for future referance if u want to go. also i will be needing a DD for the night :)cause i will be getting ( Read more... )

life likes to throw me curve balls. it was starting to not hurt to think of ryan, seeing as i couldn't stop thinking of him, i made it not hurt, by thinking of only good times. but then out of the blue he calls me again. three weeks from the last time i talked to him. for some reason he calls me every 3 weeks.but anyways, he called me in tears ( Read more... )

my little sister is having her birthday party today and i think i am going crazy. there are 20 something kids in my basement and backyard and its nuts i want to just pull my hair out. i cant just lock myself in my room because it is emil's room aswell. so im stuck hanging out with little 13 ant 14 yaer old punks. leteraly they are punks with ( Read more... )

i hate my new job, eventhough it is still walgreens, it doesnt feel the same to me. the people are rude and stuck up like i knew they would be(except one girl who i knew from high school). i just want to quit, this life i am living now feels so empty, like im wondering helplesly though a fog with no idea where to turn next. i just want to sleep ( Read more... )

i have been so angry and depressed lately. i called and talked to ryan yesterday and i told him that i wanted to be with him nomater what, even if he was sleeping around. i dont know why i said that but i just really want to hold on to what we had. then he kept having to let me go cause he was busy talking with his 17 year old slut who now after 3 ( Read more... )

whos going to see the omen tonight? i am going to go see it even if i have to go alone.

i thought that me and ryan could be friends again that maybe he realy wanted to be with me, but i guess i was wrong. it all started friday night, i was on my way to drop my little sister off at the movies to see her friends. i have to drive past ryan's parents house to get to the main road because they live on the same block as my parents, but ( Read more... )

yesterday was very strange, i'm not sure what to think about what happened,so im going to tell you guys and see what you think i should do. i was packing up all my shit to go move in to my mom's, i had just finished geting everything in boxes all i had left was clothes, and the phone rings, i didnt reconize the number so i almost didnt anwser it. ( Read more... )

i'm moving back to howell tomorrow, im excited yet i want to be close to my friends. im going to miss being able to go see tony whenever i want, eventhough i only went there once the 3 months i have lived in detroit. i never got to go see amanda's place, eventhough i was close. im going to miss beeing closer to the night life, and having new friend ( Read more... )