I've been trying to teach Amelia to say my name for months already. The closest she get was 'Lala'. Where did she get that name from pun I tak tau ler. Then my cousin saja nak kenakan me teach Amelia to call me Papau. That one only took a day. Ni semua Kak Nina punya pasal :~( I'm not angry just a bit annoyed ( Read more... )

I closed my eyes but for some reason saw something else besides the darkness of my eyelids.

I cried for myself, because the only man that would ever have my heart, was the one man that I could never have.

I ram into somebody. It ended on good terms but before that it was hell. It got so bad that Mama had to forced me to stay inside the car. What pisses me off more that he think I was trying to run away. He was so bloody rude. I nearly go out of the car to argue some more and possibly kick his dumbass or something. But I don't want to make things ( Read more... )

Crushes are supposed to be innocent, exquisite, and supposed to make you feel fantastic, but this crush right here…

This crush comes with some of the worst anguish I’ve ever felt in my life. This crush makes me want to wrench my eyes out with a spade saturated in poison. This crush makes me want to kick and scream in frustration until I can no ( Read more... )

Why was life so excruciatingly difficult? Why did it seem like nothing ever went right? Would I forever be surrounded be failure and sorrow.

Dear stupid hair,

Hey stupid hair how’s it going? Having a lot of fun, I presume? What with all the breaking out you've been doing. I mean really do you have to grow so much and out of control like some kind of virus? I know we haven't been the best of friends. And I've fought you tooth and nail everytime you decided it's time for another batch of ( Read more... )

Ladies and gentlemen, he's engaged. The only person I've ever truly loved is engaged.
Not to me but to the love of his life. And God it hurts. Badly.
I feel like something is squeezing my heart and it's making me hard to breathe.

I just finished chatting with my good friend, Fazril. I haven't seen him in awhile because currently he's in London. I missed him. A lot. He's easy to be with. I always feel happy when I'm with him. Always made me laugh like crazy.

I want you to answer this question.

"Truthfully, am I, in your eyes, a friend to you?"

Because sometimes they may say that they are your friend but it is actually the other way around...