Fear

[vampiress45]

I'm afraid. Of a lot of things. The list is probably never ending, but I need to get some things off my chest. I need to feel safe. I need to feel secure. I just need to vent to the few people who read my journal. They'll understand, and they'll know. That's all I want...I just want people to know how I feel. No body has to do anything about it,

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[snofaerie]

OOH! You should go swim in like, the mediterranean sea! You practically float, so no drowning there. I'm afraid to be picked up (there was this whole Melissa, me, tv crash accident that I still am scarred up from), but I went on the Eiffel tower... and gave my friend kyle scars for life from my nails. But it was worth it. Yeah, sitting on someone's shoulders? Totally not. I'm in full agreement there. If that Jess up there is me, then don't worry. I'll keep coming back. I'm a sucker for punishment and a bigger sucker for friends. So no matter what we do-- fight, get along, don't care-- I'll still be here. Oh, and nothing is wrong with your thoughts on relationships. You're awesome and deserve the best someone out there, and bowing to education will only help in the longrun. I don't know how many times I've laid beside Stephan, silent, rubbing his back, while he did his homework. I want his hard work to pull him through this (he's in one of the hardest educational programs in the country), and I want to be there for him