+ my brothergreg gave me money for my prom dress and my bro chris got me an outfit for senior banquet ( Read more... )

completly random don't ask about the title i am teasing chris M. hungry. so fucking hungry... slightly saded disappointed in myself. i realy realy realy hate myself... lol. and hell after 9 months i should b over this crap w/e. going to film tonight watch rent and then go out to dinner w/ some co-workers. this weekend my bro is taking me to movies ( Read more... )

i'm sick of this shit. and here i am about to b 18 and i am hiding stuff and lieing to my family... well atlest my mom. So i came clean. i told my mom about the therpy. now she isn't mad, at me and she is glad actualy that angie and will cared but here was her response... is your therpist christian? cause she can't help u unless she is. then she ( Read more... )

- ok mr. brooks left to b a shaporone on a field trip and theres a sub now these kids i can barely stand when mr. brooks had control... now its hell... they're not bad kids, but they r disrespectful to the sub to each other alot to mr. brooks and i have the motivation to shove my foot up their ass and tell them to grow up. i hate wheaton.. i'm done ( Read more... )

- got all the filming that involves will done yesterday it was funexcept for another one of mireisy random comments that makes me feel like crap all well she was trying to b sarcastic and will shrugged it off so i guess i should to. the filming went great!!!!! me and will exchaged holding the camra so i can't wait to c the film i am pariniod about ( Read more... )

whit and vanessa went to get me food i am done w/ hw for the day and i have cigs life is as good as it is going to get. tired need food that would make my day better a large amoutn of food. i know what i am getting at work... a country omellete w/ pncakes....*yum ( Read more... )

like honestly its hard to back out of shit ur apart of... actauly u can't and u shouldn't. but i take responsability for the past but these latest developments i want nothing to do w/ i don't mind talking but i just don't like me always having a target on my neck... and that seems to b a trend... what i heard i will call a rumer cause there is no ( Read more... )

got fasfa done. don't feel better physicaly though... don't ask not to many pleasent details. but yeah i am going to towson... nothing much more to say

- i'm believing the worse case senario i can deal w/. the scry thing is that mayb its not the truth. mayb it just gets worse, is worse, more than i can handle ( Read more... )

seriously tired and realy how should i say it annouyed and parioniod. i hate watching movies about love, though john cusak rocks i hate love movies... love does not exist. if i believe that i won't get hirt again... i feel sick i'm physicaly depressed even w/ towson... my mom saying we can't afford it... might as well go to MC and live w/ fred... ( Read more... )