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Joy and Contentment
All I've ever wanted in a relationship is for the person I'm with to feel the same way toward me as I feel toward them. Is this it?
Mutual fear of the unknown, curiosity, mutual trust, honesty, respect, lust. Going to bed knowing they're thinking of you too.
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You know your city rocks when...
You're sitting at lunch and the table next to you nonchalantly says "What are they protesting today?"
(after hearing shouts 3 blocks away)
"Oh I don't know. It's Portland."'
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I just want to rant about this.
Let me tell you how hard it is to find a good, cheap apartment in downtown Portland. They are either very expensive and small and perfectly located, or expensive and slightly larger in terrible locations. Generally further out than 60th. But! I have found the perfect place. I jumped on in like a rabbit on a carrot when I saw it pop up on craigslist ( Read more... ) -
Stripper Heels and Valentines
I was told by Alex the other day that his simple fantasy is to take a girl with only a pair of sleazy heels on. I think this is quite piggish and it's not my style, but it reminded me of when I was a child, going to the shoes store with dad and upon getting to the checkout counter, I realize he has a pair of white, faux shiny leather 4 inch heels ( Read more... ) -
They're Trying to Kill Me.
I had a terrible dream last night. I have no idea why I would have a dream like this either. I was being chased. But not like, big scary monster chasing you sort of thing, but more along the lines of a secret organization was trying to kill me. I had no idea why. At the beginning of the dream I was in a grocery store, and I was scraping for food so ( Read more... ) -
I Love Portland Part XVII
So I'm sitting here at Flying Elephant's Deli, having finished my cup of Mama Leone's soup, and I cannot leave. There are a pair of old birds next to me talking about how spooky it is in "the world today." Talking about fears for their grandchildren, denying living vicariously through their kids, and overall just grand elder perspectives on things ( Read more... ) -
Blow Your Own Mind
The good/bad dreams have been catching up to me a lot lately. I'm not sure if the situation that I'm in is really the best to be in. I know full and well in the back of my head that I can't go living here for too long. But I don't know what else to do. I can't keep kissing someone I'm not falling in love with. It's starting to kill me inside. We ( Read more... ) -
My Brain Hurts.
A lighthearted title for a depressing entry. I had another nightmare last night about Jeff. I hate that every time I have a dream about him where he is a "good guy," I wake up and of course find that it isn't true, at all. Not only is it not true, but then I sit around the next day or two unusually prone to sending him an email or a phone call. ( Read more... ) -
Some things you just can't say to people.
You can't tell your best friend that you need more people surrounding you because they don't provide you mentally with everything you need. You can't fix them and make them be more open-minded, or join the insanity if my problem is that I am truly starting to go off the deep end. You can't just drop people and start over and over and over. Problems ( Read more... ) -
I like that girly flustered feeling.
These last few days have been kind of mundane. Full of too much thought and not enough sleep. But I want to point out how quickly that was turned around. As I was walking out to the car this morning, I noticed this beautiful pale boy with dark hair walking by. He had the most intense eyes, and he sort of watched me as he walked past. Of course I ( Read more... )