I hate Shopping : In which I rant about being fat

[vampurgatori]

Shopping used to be my favorite thing to do, I would spend obscene amounts of money on clothes I didn't need

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[life_on_credit]

I also used to love shopping and now hate it. I don't really know why, though

[vampurgatori]

Yeah I am really healthy for being overweight, I just hate it being so hard to lose and maintain...

My problem is I am my own worse enemy and constantly beat myself up which kills my motivation. Plus I can't even try and picture me smaller since I feel like I am just big and will always be relatively big. So if I was like, Masuimi Max is a awesome body, well I ain't half Japanese so I won't be getting her buiild in this lifetime. I am a stocy Polish/German, so I just feel like I am destined to look like a dwarf from WoW.

So I am on a massive "why me" kick this month. I blame the non stop snow and lack of sun.