Title: Questionable
Paring: Taekwoon/Jaehwan [Keo]
Rating: NC 17
Warning: Bullying, shaming, abuse kind of rape? [It isn't supposed to be but it might be taken as such]
Summary: Taekwoon is Jaehwan’s childhood bully.
This was a
request. I am sorry this is so bad ;^;
Jaehwan doesn’t remember when Taekwoon started to bully him, it has just been for a long time. He doesn’t remember what he had done on the playground for Taekwoon to just walk up and shove him in the dirt when he asked to play with the other kids. Jaehwan remembers how he would cry but Taekwoon would only insult him, making him feel even worse.
You’re such a crybaby.
Go cry to your mommy.
You’re so dumb, get lost loser.
No one wants to play with someone like you.
Those words plagued Jaehwan through his childhood, no matter how many times he had tried to befriend Taekwoon. Jaehwan told his parents about it but they just told him that it was normal for boys to tease each other at that age and he should try to become friends with Taekwoon. His mother said that Taekwoon probably wanted to be friends with Jaehwan but he was too shy, while his father only laughed and told stories about how he used to tease his friends around that age. Jaehwan felt encouraged by their words and set out to make Taekwoon his friend, no matter the cost. However, every single day he ran up to the field to play with the other kids Taekwoon always caught him and pushed him away, telling him to get lost and he can’t play. Jaehwan ignored the ache he felt in his chest and sat on the sidelines to watch the other boys play instead. He cheered when Taekwoon scored a goal and smiled brightly when Taekwoon walked over, not noticing how angry he was. Taekwoon kicked Jaehwan, probably harder than he had kicked the ball to score their team’s winning point, and Jaehwan yelped, falling over and holding his arm. Taekwoon only kicked him again, in the stomach this time and glared.
“I thought I told you to get lost. Are you deaf too looser?”
Taekwoon left him behind as he ran to catch up with his friends, leaving Jaehwan to cry while he curled up on the ground. He jumped when a hand touched his shoulder and he quickly looked up to a concerned teacher.
He spoke quickly, “My tummy hurts.”
The teacher quickly brought him to the nurse’s office and Jaehwan walked in a daze, he had never told a lie before. Jaehwan walked out of the office with a note to take back to his teacher, however before he could get to her Taekwoon tugged his arm harshly as soon as he walked into the classroom. Jaehwan let out a little noise and looked at Taekwoon with wide eyes.
“You better not have tattled on me baby.”
Jaehwan swallowed hard and quickly shook his head no and Taekwoon pushed him away, “Good, because if you do you will regret it looser.”
Jaehwan nodded a few times and quickly went to his teacher who looked worriedly at him and told him to take care of himself to which Jaehwan gave a nervous smile.
Taekwoon also went to the same secondary school as Jaehwan, and much to Jaehwan’s dismay, they shared many classes. Jaehwan focused on sitting as far away from Taekwoon as possible and he actually made some friends pretty quickly. He felt happy as he cracked jokes to make his new found friend’s laugh, which made him laugh just as hard. He left for lunch with a bright smile, Taekwoon was nowhere on his mind. Jaehwan took a detour to the bathroom and hummed some tune while he washed his hands. He didn’t pay any attention to the figure that walked into the bathroom while he got some paper towel from the dispenser, however his head was suddenly pushed into it. Jaehwan yelped and grabbed his head, quickly turning to see who it was and his eyes widened when he saw Taekwoon who shoved him into the wall, blocking Jaehwan’s escape.
“You make me so sick, why can’t you get it?”
Jaehwan whimpered and tried to leave but Taekwoon grabbed his arm hard enough to leave bruises and Jaehwan gasped, looking away. Taekwoon grabbed Jaehwan’s with his free hand and forced him to look at him.
“You are so idiotic, you think those people want to really be friends with someone like you? You’re just lucky they feel sorry for you.”
Jaehwan swallowed hard, trying to escape but Taekwoon’s grip only tightened and he felt his eyes sting from the oncoming tears.
Taekwoon snorted, shoving Jaehwan to the side, making him fall to the ground, “I won’t, no, I don’t feel sorry for you like they do and soon they won’t either.”
Taekwoon moved his leg, feigning kicking Jaehwan and laughed when the boy flinched, moving his hands up to his face.
“You’re so pathetic, it would be better if you just died.” Taekwoon laughed and left.
Jaehwan swallowed hard and forced himself to stand back up, not looking at himself in the reflection, suddenly he wasn’t that hungry.
Jaehwan had hoped that Taekwoon would stop being mean to him, he felt that maybe as time went on that teasing would have stopped, but it seemed to get worse and worse. During his second year at secondary school Taekwoon stole his backpack during lunch and left a note in its place. Jaehwan didn’t even notice it was gone until he reached next to him to grab it but instead he grabbed at air. He cocked his head to the side and looked on the other side of him, then under the table before noticing the small yellow note stuck to the seat next to him that said one word.
Pool.
Jaehwan scratched his head, wondering what that could have meant but his heart dropped with dread, it had to have been Taekwoon. He bit his bottom lip and debated not even going but he had that report that he spend all night yesterday writing in it. He swallowed hard and made his way to the school pool, pushing open the door and looking around. He didn’t like how quiet and dark it was; he shivered a bit and hugged himself as he walked around the pool. He was startled when the light suddenly filled the room and he turned around quickly to see Taekwoon walking up, holding his backpack. Jaehwan swallowed hard and looked down, messing with his fingers and waited for something to happen to him but nothing came. Jaehwan slowly looked up to see Taekwoon standing in front of him with a blank, almost board expression but he did nothing.
Jaehwan took a shaky breath, “Can I… Can I have my bag back?”
Taekwoon smiled at Jaehwan’s small voice and pushed the bag against his chest; he chuckled and pulled out his phone, “Sure.”
Jaehwan looked up with wide eyes but Taekwoon was focused on his phone screen, “Wow. Uhm I mean, thank you.”
Jaehwan turned to leave quickly but Taekwoon grabbed his arm and pushed him hard to the right. Jaehwan gasped as he was knocked off balance and inhaled a large amount of water as he fell into the pool. Jaehwan scrambled to get to the surface, his body panicking because he couldn’t breathe. He coughed and gasped as soon as he reached the surface, falling back under because he was having trouble keeping himself upright. He finally was able to grab the edge of the pool and coughed loudly, chocking on the water that tried to make its way into his lungs. He looked up with large wet eyes to see Taekwoon standing there, looking at his phone and laughing which he held out towards Jaehwan. Jaehwan’s face burned with embarrassment as Taekwoon hit a button on his phone before turning to walk out of the pool era, making sure to turn the lights off on the way. Jaehwan leaned his head against the pool wall and coughed a bit more, tears streaming down his face. He gasped and looked up, panic shocking his body because his backpack with all of his books and his homework was also in the pool with him. He swam clumsily to grab the bag to return back to the edge to pull himself out. He sat there for a few long moments, pulling his knees up to his chest so he could cry, his hands clenched into fists.
Jaehwan vowed that when he reached high school he wasn’t going to let Taekwoon bother him, because there was nothing he could do to really hurt him. That didn’t stop Jaehwan from getting pushed around, finding weird things in his locker and being slapped by girls for mysterious notes he never wrote. He had never thought once that he could be the president of his class but after some encouragement from his friends he decided to run for it during his third year. He smiled happily while he planned out what he was going to say and do because he felt like he really could do this. His parents both thought this would be the best for Jaehwan and he had to agree.
Jaehwan sighed as he walked out of his teacher’s classroom, classes had ended a little while ago but he had some questions regarding their homework so he stayed after. Jaehwan hummed happily when he walked outside, taking in a deep breath of the crisp night air before heading off towards his home. However, before he could walk away from the school campus he was shoved into the brick wall and punched hard in the face. Jaehwan gasped, moving to shove the person away from him and run but both of his arms were grabbed and pinned next to his head. Jaehwan opened his eyes finally, wide and terrified to see who it was that had ahold of him but he instantly regretted the action because now he was even more afraid.
Taekwoon’s grip on his wrists tightened, causing Jaehwan to flinch and try to get away, looking very much akin to a scared, trapped animal. “What do you think you are doing? Running for class president?”
Jaehwan swallowed hard, “You aren’t even in my grade.”
Taekwoon rose an eyebrow, it was true, and he was a year older than Jaehwan was. “Yea? I just feel pity for your whole year. You honestly think you are fit for something like that?”
Jaehwan whimpered, pulling on his hands but Taekwoon pushed him harder against the wall, “Taekwoon-ssi,” he gasped, “I-it hurts.”
Jaehwan winced from Taekwoon laughing and he tried to run when Taekwoon let go of him but Taekwoon hit him again and Jaehwan fell to the ground. He tried to scoot back so he could escape but Taekwoon knelt down and grabbed a fist full of Jaehwan’s hair and force his head back, smiling at the little cry Jaehwan made.
“Good, you don’t deserve anything else.” Taekwoon hit him again then stood up and left, hands in his pockets.
Jaehwan touched his jaw lightly, lying in the grass, and winced because it hurt so much. He closed his eyes, not wanting to move. He bit his bottom lip and closed his eyes, letting out a shaky sigh and running a hand through his hair, ignoring the, familiar throbbing not only in his head.
Jaehwan smiled brightly when he discovered he was chosen to be the class president, he felt so good and his friend’s words of congratulations had him floating on cloud nine. He couldn’t even wipe the smile off his face while he sat in his last class for the day. He was excited to tell his parents, his other friends, hell he was going to tell the world. He hummed and drew happily in his notebook as his teacher went on about a group project that they were going to begin preparing for and then she said something about how she was going to pair them up. Jaehwan had just finished drawing himself in a suit with the words ‘Mr. President’ next to it when he heard his name. He looked up at the teacher who was reading out the names of the groups off of a list she had projected for the class to view. Jaehwan felt his smile slip away and his stomach felt as if it flipped and got tangled in his intestines. Next to his name was none other than ‘Jung Taekwoon’. He couldn’t stop staring at their names even after the teacher stopped talking because he couldn’t believe this was really happening. He jumped when a hand smacked the table in front of him, causing him to look up quickly to see Taekwoon standing over him with a dark look. Jaehwan whimpered and rubbed his thighs together.
“We are going to your place.”
Jaehwan didn’t want Taekwoon to know where he lived but when he didn’t move Taekwoon just grabbed his arm and started to drag him out of the school, “I swear to god you have to be the most idiotic human.”
They walked in silence for most of the way to Jaehwan’s home while Jaehwan thought up as many prayers as he could think of that Taekwoon wasn’t going to kill him. Taekwoon looked around Jaehwan’s house with a blank expression after they had walked in, it was very normal looking. He followed Jaehwan without a word but frowned when he stopped outside of a door. Jaehwan looked back nervously at Taekwoon because he wasn’t too sure he wanted him to go inside of his room.
“For fucks sakes just open it.”
Jaehwan jumped and fumbled with the door handle until he was able to get it open and walk inside. Taekwoon looked around but didn’t say much, to Jaehwan’s surprise, and he sat down on the ground, pulling out his phone.
“I hope you know you are just going to do whatever in the fuck we have to do.” He looked up, giving a sharp look at Jaehwan, “You have a fucking problem with that?”
Jaehwan quickly shook his head no, “N-no.”
“Good.”
They sat in silence for a good hour, Taekwoon on his phone while Jaehwan planned out their presentation. Jaehwan looked at his door when it opened to reveal his mom who came in with a bowl of fruit for them to eat.
“Hey honey, I just thought you guys could use something to eat. I have to run to the market so I will be back.”
Jaehwan stood and took the bowl, “Ok, thanks mom.” He walked over and set the bowl down by Taekwoon.
He went to stand back up but Taekwoon caught his arm and pulled him harshly, making him fall to the ground. Jaehwan gasped and tried to get up but Taekwoon hovered over and he pinned his arms above his head. Taekwoon glared hard and Jaehwan’s eyes widened and squirmed, not liking their proximity and he felt a blush heat up his face.
“Don’t you just think you are so fucking cute?”
Jaehwan started to shake his head but Taekwoon slapped him, holding Jaehwan’s wrists with one hand, “Shut the fuck up.”
Jaehwan whimpered and shifted again, panting. Taekwoon stopped and looked confused, Jaehwan’s face was flush and his breath was a bit irregular. Jaehwan struggled a bit but whimpered and froze when Taekwoon tightened his hold on him. Taekwoon grabbed Jaehwan’s chin and made them look at each other and Taekwoon’s eyes widened to see how blown Jaehwan’s pupils were, yet he still looked scared. Taekwoon closed his eyes tightly, arousal heating his body up much too quickly, making him feel angry.
“Are you getting turned on?”
Jaehwan’s eyes widened and he quickly shook his head no, trying to get away. Taekwoon moved his hand down to press down at the already formed tent in Jaehwan’s pants, making them both gasp.
“What the fuck?”
Jaehwan’s face burned and tears started to blur his vision and he couldn’t help but moan when Taekwoon pressed down a bit harder. “Please, no.”
Taekwoon snorted, palming Jaehwan and watching his breathing pick up and feeling him get harder under his touch. “You are so hard, you fucking freak.”
Jaehwan gasped when Taekwoon got up and pulled him to roughly stand but before he could get his footing he was being pushed onto his bed. Jaehwan’s eyes widened and he sat up, trying to get away but Taekwoon shoved him back down and forced his shirt off with some struggled. Taekwoon grabbed Jaehwan’s hands and pushed them above his head, glaring hard.
“Keep those there or else.”
Jaehwan immediately moved his hands to Taekwoon’s chest to try and push him away when Taekwoon grabbed his cloth erection again. Taekwoon back handed Jaehwan, making his ears ring.
“Put you’re fucking hands back now you slut.”
Jaehwan whimpered and slowly put his hands back above his head, gripping the sheets tightly. Taekwoon spread Jaehwan’s lets and settled between them, pushing his pants down just enough to stroke his erection a few times. Taekwoon watched Jaehwan squirm and moan softly, obviously trying to be quiet. Taekwoon snorted, grabbing Jaehwan’s jaw in a firm grip.
“You make me so fucking sick. You’re so hard.”
Jaehwan let out a small sob, his fingers twisting in the sheets as his hips involuntarily bucked upwards. Taekwoon moved his hand completely in favor of pulling Jaehwan’s pants off of him.
“Do you like it when I hit you Jaehwan-ah?” He whispered in his ear, spreading his legs too far apart as he leaned over Jaehwan.
Jaehwan gasped, feeling pain from the stretch but didn’t say anything. Taekwoon growled, pushing a bit harder on Jaehwan’s thighs, making him cry out and claw at the sheets.
“Answer me.”
Jaehwan gasped, a tear falling from his eyes as he gasped out, “Yes.”
Taekwoon scoffed, letting go of Jaehwan’s legs in favor of grabbing his hair and yanking him up then forward to be on his knees in front of Taekwoon. Taekwoon never moved his hand on Jaehwan’s hair while he unbuttoned his pants to pull his own erection out and stroked it a few times. Jaehwan whimpered and Taekwoon made a noise of disgust.
“Fucking shut up skank.”
Jaehwan closed his eyes tightly when his head was jerked forward so Taekwoon would grab the base of his own erection and tap the head against the corner of Jaehwan’s lips, “Open.”
As soon as Jaehwan’s shaky lips parted Taekwoon was forcing his head down to take him all in. Jaehwan’s eyes widened and he gagged, trying to breathe properly but his throat convulsed around Taekwoon’s erection. Taekwoon leaned his head back, letting out a groan and forcing Jaehwan’s head to stay right where it was until he finally pulled his head back until his erection slipped from his mouth. Jaehwan gasped loudly and coughed, his face bright red. Taekwoon snorted and pushed Jaehwan back on his erection, forcing his head to bob. Taekwoon leaned his head back, his hips thrusting up and catching Jaehwan off guard who gagged again.
Taekwoon tugged harshly at Jaehwan’s hair, “No fucking teeth.”
Taekwoon forced Jaehwan down on his erection once more, groaning at how his throat closed around him before pulling him back off. He moved his head farther down and yanked his hair roughly, making Jaehwan yelp and wonder if his hair was going to be ripped out by the roots. Jaehwan whimpered but Taekwoon only tugged his hair again. Jaehwan slowly parted his lips to let his tongue slip out and run over Taekwoon’s balls, making Taekwoon moan and pull his head closer. Jaehwan’s lips trembled as he gently brought one into his mouth to suck softly at, gasping from the harsh tug that had him moving backwards.
Taekwoon let go of Jaehwan’s hair and breathed heavily, looking over him, “Turn around.”
When Jaehwan didn’t move as fast as he wanted him to Taekwoon hit him harshly in the head, smirking from Jaehwan’s yelp. Jaehwan slowly turned around, hiding his face into his arms in shame and Taekwoon licked his dry lips. He moved a hand forward to knock Jaehwan’s knees a bit more apart, making Jaehwan whimper and bite his hand. Jaehwan swallowed hard, he wasn’t being touched but Taekwoon seemed to be shuffling so he felt nervous. He gasped when two wet fingers pressed against his entrance then they shoved in suddenly. Jaehwan whimpered and gripped the sheets tightly as Taekwoon forced his fingers in and out of him. Taekwoon was quick to add a third, only pushing them in a few times before pulling them out completely and grabbing a hold of Jaehwan’s waist. Taekwoon forced his erection into Jaehwan’s entrance, choking on air from how small the space was. Jaehwan buried his face into his sheets to muffle his cries but Taekwoon wasn’t going to have any of that. He leaned forward and grabbed Jaehwan’s hair to pull him up until he was being held up by his hands and his knees.
seemingly only scream.
“You’re so fucking worthless, this is all your good for I bet.” Taekwoon spoke with a rough voice.
Jaehwan gasped, clawing at the bedding when Taekwoon started to thrust into him with a quick, rough pace and Taekwoon pulled on his hair more, forcing his back to arch and his ass to press right into Taekwoon.
Taekwoon snorted, gripping Jaehwan’s hip with his free hand, “Is this why you’re friends stay? You have a fucking tight ass.”
Jaehwan moaned, moving one hand to squeeze his erection even though it was hard to hold himself up properly in this position with only one hand. Taekwoon grunted, looking down and watching his erection leave then enter Jaehwan and he tried to make his thrusts even harder. He started to slow down after, until he eventually slowly pulled out. He hissed from how hard he was but smirked at how Jaehwan’s entrance clenched from being empty. Taekwoon released Jaehwan’s hair to pull apart Jaehwan’s ass to get a better view.
“Look at how much of a slut you are. You really want dick that fucking bad? You’re so disgusting.”
Jaehwan gasped, wincing from Taekwoon pulling him apart too hard.
“Don’t touch yourself.”
Jaehwan whined and forced his hand away from his swollen erection. Taekwoon moved back, watching Jaehwan with a smirk.
“Turn around.”
Jaehwan chewed on his bottom lip and slowly turned so he faced Taekwoon who guided him back to his erection.
Jaehwan looked up at Taekwoon with wide eyes, “But-“
Taekwoon frowned and pulled Jaehwan’s hair, forcing him closer, “Does it look like I care? You fucking want dick right? So suck it, this is all your good for.”
Jaehwan whimpered and parted his lips to take Taekwoon’s erection back into his mouth and bobbed his head. Taekwoon didn’t guide Jaehwan this time but that didn’t stop him from telling Jaehwan what to do.
“Fucking, suck harder.”
Jaehwan did as he was told until he could hear his audible slurping sounds and he whimpered. Taekwoon pulled him off of his erection, his eyes so dark and Jaehwan felt his throat close with fear.
“Lay down.”
Jaehwan whimpered and did as he was told, laying down and gasping when Taekwoon roughly grabbed his thighs and forced them apart as he reentered him. Jaehwan tossed his head to the side and moaned loudly when Taekwoon continued with his rough and fast pace. He moved his hand to close around Jaehwan’s throat, not slowing his movements, when Jaehwan’s hand crept to his erection.
“Don’t touch yourself.” Taekwoon spoke low and squeezed Jaehwan’s throat.
Jaehwan gasped and struggled for air, trying to nod but Taekwoon’s hand restricted much movement. Taekwoon snorted, moving his hand and smirking from how Jaehwan gasped for air. Taekwoon slowed his thrusts for only few moment and it felt as if he leaned away from Jaehwan for a moment. Jaehwan struggled to slowly open his eyes and gasped from seeing Taekwoon’s phone again.
He gripped the sheets and turned his head away in shame, “P-please no.”
Taekwoon shifted his hips and shoved in again, smiling at how Jaehwan nearly screamed. “Shut up.”
Taekwoon pushed Jaehwan’s leg up and out farther with his hand that wasn’t occupied with his phone. He made sure to continue to thrust into Jaehwan at that exact same spot until Jaehwan could seemingly only scream.
“Touch yourself, come all over yourself you fucking slut.”
Jaehwan moaned and arched his back, his hand moving quickly to touch his swollen erection. It only took a few strokes until he was coming hard, his whole body jerking and his mouth fell open with a silent scream. Taekwoon grunted, his eyes closing tightly and he could only push into Jaehwan a few more times before coming as well. Taekwoon let out a sigh, pressing the screen of his phone before locking it and pulling out of Jaehwan. Jaehwan whimpered but didn’t move when Taekwoon got off of the bed, his face still bright red with shame.
Taekwoon snorted, pulling on his coat, “Fucking get that project done and it better be fucking good. I don’t want to fail just because I was stuck with a faggot like you.”
Jaehwan let out a sigh of relief when he heard his door slam, if Taekwoon stayed longer Jaehwan was sure he was going to get hard again.