Title: I Won’t Let You Take Anymore from Him.
Paring(s): Broken!Jongkey, Onkey
Rating: NC 17
Warning(s): Smut, rape, some abuse
Summary: Onew only held himself back because key loved Jonghyun, but he won’t anymore, he loves Kibum too much.
A/N: Do not own anything but this plot; this is a sequel to
“I Don’t Want From You” by
Lemoluv22. Hope it is good:3
Onew hated him, he loathed him so much and as the leader of a prosperous boy group, you should not hate the lead vocalist so much but he did. As time progressed Jonghyun got worse and worse; which only served to make Onew hate him even more. Every time Onew would come home he found Key crying because Jonghyun had raped him again. It made his hands itch to punch him until he could not move. Onew loved Key so much and to see Jonghyun, whom Key loves, abuse and use him in such ways just makes his blood boil.
It has gotten worse; he can’t even look at Jonghyun anymore. If he needs to say something he will have Minho relay the message. He knew it was wrong of him to involve the younger but he would not do that to Key and he would have felt worse asking Taemin. He also avoided Jonghyun because just hearing his voice made his skin crawl. How could he have known that he could harbor such deep hatred for a band mate? Onew wasn’t too sure but he knew that he would not keep silent for long, not with Key becoming so depressed.
Today was no different; Onew was on edge at a radio show because he knew that Jonghyun and Key were going to be alone there for a few hours. To say the least he was antsy to get to their dorm. He kept glancing at the clock every few minutes and when it was finally time to go, he rushed through his goodbyes. He practically ran back to his company car begging the driver to drive faster under the false pretense of him feeling sickly. He jumped out of the car even before it fully stopped, running into the building and ignoring the shout from the driver. He walked into the door to see Jonghyun walking towards it. Onew remained silent as he balled his fists, refraining from knocking Jonghyun out right there because he knew that face he was making. He knew that Jonghyun hurt Key again. However, he didn’t say anything; he didn’t believe it would be good for SHINee if he got into a fight with Jonghyun. The more important thing right now was to take care of Key. He walked right past Jonghyun and to where he thought Jonghyun had come from; the kitchen. He walked in and sure enough there was Key, broken again and crying. Onew felt his heart break as he immediately fell to his knees; he pulled Kibum into his arms.
They have done this many times before, in the beginning Key would push him away and try to speak but his sobs prevented from ever speaking clearly. After the first few times of Onew refusing to let go, Key would give in and hold onto him, crying into his shoulder for as long as he needed. Key felt comforted by Onew’s arms enveloping around him and now just the smell of the elder man seemed to calm him down more.
Soon the small hiccupping sobs past, Key got quiet as he lay against Onew’s chest, being comfortable in his arms.
“Thank you Jinki.” Key’s voice was a soft whisper.
“There is no reason to thank me Kibum.” Onew smoothed back his hair then spoke again, “Kibum, why don’t you sleep in my room tonight.”
Key looked up at Onew and was going to refuse but Jonghyun shared a room with him and he didn’t want to be away from the leader.
“O-ok, thank you… So much.” He gave in, hugging Onew tightly.
Onew smiled softy and held onto Kibum while standing up, carrying him into his room, gently placing him on the bed. Onew pulled out one of his large shirts for Key to wear to bed. He smiled gently at Key as he handed him the piece of clothing and turned around to change and give him some privacy. Key placed his hand over his heart which seemed to flutter, just like how it used to with Jonghyun. He shook his head and quickly changed, getting into Onew’s bed; looking up to the man he was waiting for. Onew turned back and could not help a soft sad smile; this is how it should be. He got into bed and allowed Key to cuddle right up to him, his arm resting around his waist comfortably. Neither Onew nor Key had a problem with falling asleep.
The next morning came much too quickly for Key’s tastes as he woke up in the arms of Onew. He smiled up at the sleeping man and gently kissed his cheek. After a few unsuccessful tries, Key was able to slip out of Onew’s arms without waking him. He felt so happy when he was with Onew, it was strange but he knew what was happening. He walked out of the room and quietly into his own to get clothes to take a shower. He held his breath the entire way to the dresser and pulled out clothes. He thought for sure that he was going to make it but as soon as his hand touched the door handle his arm was roughly grabbed and Key felt his heart stop.
“Where do you think you are going?” Jonghyun’s cold voice pierced right threw Key’s body.
“S-shower-” He spoke quietly, praying that Jonghyun would just let him pass.
“No you are not.” Jonghyun’s voice was full of promise threat and it made fear seep into Key’s body and he began to shake his head.
“N-no, Jong-“ Key started, tears coming to his eyes.
He received a harsh slap across the face, sending him to the floor, tears falling as he covered his cheek with his hands.
“You wanted this you slut.” He roughly picked Key up by a fist full of his hair and shoved him into the wall, “What is this?”
He grabbed the color of the shirt and recognized it as one of Onew’s. This made him very angry, illogically so.
“Slut.” He spat, ripping the shirt from Key’s body.
“N-no…” Key protested weakly but he was just turned around then shoved into the wall again.
His face hurt from it roughly meeting the wall; he felt vulnerable and knew pain was coming. He closed his eyes and let out a scream when Jonghyun shoved into him without any sort of warning, prep, or lube. The shirt he was wearing, or what was left of it, was shoved in his mouth to quiet his cries. Jonghyun didn’t wait for Key to adjust but started to make harsh thrusts in and out of him. Jonghyun was so absorbed by the constant tightness and Key’s muffled cries he didn’t hear the door open or notice someone walking in. However, he definitely noticed it when he was socked hard in the jaw, forcing him to stumble back and disconnect from Key’s body.
Key slid down the wall while sobbing and curled up against the wall. Jonghyun looked up, mouth opened, ready to cuss out whoever dared to interrupt him, but he was punched again by Onew. Onew glared with such hatred and had a murderous gleam in his eyes that Jonghyun looked at him with shock.
“Hyu-“Jonghyun started but he was hit again.
Onew felt so much range running threw his body; he just could not stop, he punched Jonghyun again and again. Key quickly got up and grabbed Onew’s arm and hugged it to him, sobbing. This was too far, Onew’s breathing was heavier as he looked to the side and said only two words but they dripped venom.
“Get out.” That was all.
Jonghyun quickly got up and put his pants on, grabbing a shirt and then leaving. Neither Key nor Onew looked at him. Onew let out a slow breath then pulled Key to him and hugged him close. Key cried and held on to him. However, his eyes widened after hearing Onew’s next words.
“I-I’m so sorry Kibum, I love you so much.” Onew felt like he was going to cry.
Kibum looked at Onew and felt his tears fall silently down his face. He held Onew’s head in his hands, why didn’t he see this before? Onew was there for him, Onew cared for and about him, and Onew was…everything.
“I love you too.” Key covered his mouth while small hiccupping tears came back.
Onew looked at him with a smile, his own tears falling, he wasn’t ever going to let Jonghyun hurt him again, he vowed to show Key how a real man would treat him. He moved slowly and pressed their foreheads together. Key took a deep breath and pressed their lips together, there was a tingle of electricity shot up his spine. He put his arms around Onew’s neck and loved him softly as the other man held him. He should have just fallen for Onew in the first place.