Title: Hide
Paring: Jaehwan/Taekwoon (Keo)
Rating: NC 17
Summary: Jaehwan was Taekwoon’s best inspiration.
Taekwoon sat comfortably underneath the tree he usually situated himself under, knees slightly pulled up just enough to prop a sketchbook while he marked colored kohl lines on it. He looked up every now and then, only stealing glances at what he was drawing to not seem suspicious. However he couldn’t help getting caught up in his smile and how he laughed while talking with some people after classes. Leo gently tucked a piece of black hair behind his ear and went back to his work, his eyebrows furrowing when the curve of his lips was incorrect. He sighed, straightening out his legs and leaning his head back to look up into the tree, trying to spot something interesting to look at. He saw a squirrel, watching it move along a branch, his tail twitching with a great sense of direction. Taekwoon twitched his nose, unconsciously imitating the squirrel for no other reason besides it being cute. He sighed and returned his attention to Jaehwan then he looked down at his drawing and gently ran his fingers over the light line that was his cheek. He was getting better. Taekwoon jumped when he was knocked out of his daze, quickly pulling his sketch book up to his chest when Hakyeon practically ran into him.
“Hey Taekwoon-ah!”
Taekwoon grimaced at the hand that wrapped tightly around him, pulling him closer. “Hi.”
He tried to squirm out of Hakyeon’s grip but it was no use, Hakyeon only held his shoulder tighter as he chatted about something trivial thing that he had experienced that day and Taekwoon couldn’t care less. He felt panic rise in his chest and quickly looked back to where Jaehwan was but he had already left, causing Taekwoon’s heart to drop and his frown to deepen, he missed him leave. He felt his anger spike at Hakyeon but he quickly shoved it to the back of his mind, huffing while shoving his sketchbook into his bag before standing up, missing the bulk of Hakyeon’s conversation.
“We are going back to your place right?”
“Yup! Let’s go.”
Taekwoon and Hakyeon had been friends for all of their junior high days and for their two years in high school as well, it was natural for Taekwoon to spend long periods of time at Hakyeon’s house. Hakyeon’s parents never seemed to mind, nor did they question him anymore which made Taekwoon happy. Taekwoon rested on Hakyeon’s bed, on his back, making sure his head was just below the pillow as he stared up at the celling stretching his legs out on the light blue blankets, partially listening to Hakyeon gossip about some girls at their school. He hummed and nodded when appropriate but shut his eyes, wanting to fall asleep however, he was having trouble doing so. Then Hakyeon said something that caused Taekwoon to sit up quickly and look at him with wide eyes.
“What did you say?”
Hakyeon glared at Taekwoon, his face scrunching up a bit because he knew that Taekwoon wasn’t listening to him, “I said that I am not sure what we are going to eat for dinner but-“
Taekwoon shook his head, scooting to the edge of Hakyeon’s bed and cutting him off, “No, before that.”
Hakyeon thought for a moment, trying hard to remember then he snapped, “Jaehwan-ah is now dating Minyoung-ah! I knew it was only a matter of time until he did, they had been flirting for weeks.”
Taekwoon’s eyes slowly shifted to look down at his knees, he swallowed hard and ran his fingers over his thighs, feeling the rough material of the denim. He licked his dry lips, trying to gather his thoughts before speaking again.
“How did you find out?”
Hakyeon looked curiously at Taekwoon, he usually didn’t care to listen to the gossip of the day, let alone ask for more information, though Hakyeon wasn’t going to complain. “He told me. I had met Jaehwan through a mutual friend a little bit ago, he is really cool you know, a bit of an idiot but cool.”
Taekwoon ran a hand through his hair, “Look who’s talking.”
Hakyeon glared at Taekwoon, “Wow, rude. Why haven’t you cut your hair anyways, it is already at your shoulders.” He scrunched up his nose.
Taekwoon looked down with a small smile on his face, not answering Hakyeon.
Hakyeon frowned at Taekwoon, sitting on the floor across him, sighing loudly every now and then but Taekwoon was ignoring him. He knew that Hakyeon wanted him to ask him what was wrong, or at least what he wanted but Taekwoon just didn’t feel like humoring him that night.
It didn’t take Hakyeon long to just voice his thoughts, although, it never really did, “Do you own anything in a different color?”
Taekwoon didn’t look up from his textbook, “It is a shade not a color.”
Hakyeon whined, falling on the ground and kicking at Taekwoon, “Don’t be a dick all your life Taekwoon. Do you have anything that isn’t fucking black, grey, or white?”
Taekwoon finally looked up from his book to blankly stare at Hakyeon who felt like it was necessary to continue to nudge him with his foot until Taekwoon grabbed it, causing Hakyeon to squirm and giggle, “No.”
Taekwoon let go of Hakyeon then turned back to his homework but quickly grew bored with it so he pulled out his sketch pad instead.
Taekwoon would find any time he could get to watch Jaehwan, to try and memorize each line of his face, to try and finally perfectly recreate it on paper. He would sometimes even skip class to sit outside of the school because he knew Jaehwan sat near the window during third period which happened to be on the ground floor. Taekwoon pulled out a cigarette from his backpack and lit it, taking a deep inhale before continuing to watch Jaehwan, feeling his heart flutter every time he smiled. Taekwoon also learned that Jaehwan went to the music rooms after school to sing, and he could sing so well. Jaehwan would sing loudly, with skill that Taekwoon hadn’t seen much of, considering he was also musically inclined he knew good vocals from bad or mediocre ones. Taekwoon made it a habit to sit outside of the practice room just to listen to Jaehwan sing so often that he soon became able to mouth the words perfectly in time with him. He wished Jaehwan wasn’t a year younger than him so they could have classes together and this would all become so much easier.
Jaehwan had many different faces, he seemed happy a lot but Taekwoon could see the degrees and whether or not his smile was genuine. His smile he gave to his ‘best friend’ was different than the one he gave to the other friend and so on, which lead Taekwoon to believe that he was guarded. Taekwoon could understand that. Taekwoon stuffed his hands in his pockets, listening to how his feet sounded against the cement as he watched Jaehwan a little ways ahead of him. He was incredibly handsome, his back was wide and sometimes Taekwoon dreamed about laying against it and burying his nose between his shoulder blades. His dark brown hair complimented his skin so nicely and it made Taekwoon dizzy to think about for too long. Taekwoon frowned when they reached a familiar white fence, he ran his hand across it while Jaehwan disappeared behind the dark wood door to escape to the last room on the right end of the house, to probably do homework, like he did every night.
It was getting late, Taekwoon moved his feet on the grass, enjoying the feeling of the slightly wet blades going between his toes; he had long ago taken off his shoes. He leaned back against the tree, looking up to see the sky was at that weird moment were half was light yet the other half was dark and quickly growing, swallowing the last bit of light in the day. If Taekwoon squinted hard enough he could see some stars beginning to come into view. He tucked some hair behind his ear and swallowed, his lips pursing a bit as he returned his attention to Jaehwan, slightly obscured by glass but it wasn’t a problem. Taekwoon picked back up his pen, fixing the picture in front of him ever so, smiling at how Jaehwan slept on his desk because he stayed up late to study, again. His mom came in about an hour ago and put a blanket over him, probably to tell him that dinner was done because he usually ate dinner around that time. Taekwoon wondered if he would fall asleep against the tree again to wake up to some popular song until Jaehwan turned it off or if he would actually go home.
Taekwoon was overjoyed when Hakyeon told him he was inviting a few friends over to drink and such, since his parents were gone for the weekend and his dad had a thing for nice liquor that he never drank. It wasn’t the fact that Hakyeon was stealing from his father, or there was going to probably be a lot of people there that made him happy, it was that Hakyeon said Jaehwan was going to be there, and that made him smile softly. He ducked his head, hiding his smile while Hakyeon rambled on.
“And try not be too weird.” Hakyeon scrunched up his face and looked over Taekwoon.
“Fuck off.”
Hakyeon scoffed, “Rude.”
Taekwoon sat on the couch, drinking the burning liquid quickly while people just continued to file into the house and soon loud music is being played and all of it is giving Taekwoon a head ache, causing him to rub his head, feeling more than mildly annoyed. He should have known when Hakyeon said a few friends he fucking meant the entire school and Taekwoon found it very ironic and too much like those dumb movies Hakyeon watched all the time. Taekwoon rose and scanned the growing crowd, but he didn’t see a familiar brown head of hair and he sighed, disappointed, then walked into the kitchen to get more alcohol, scowling at the couple who were kissing against the kitchen counter. He downed the drink quickly, needing a lot of assistance to be able to put up with this generic ‘my parents are gone so let’s see how many people I can cram into my house and get drunk’ parties. Taekwoon walked out of the kitchen, pinching the bridge of his nose and sighed, noticing people were now on the couch, that was previously vacant, but his eyes widened when he saw Jaehwan sitting there. He felt as if his heart jumped up in his throat and he quickly had to look away because he was getting too worked up and he had to plan this out calmly. Taekwoon moved to the stairs, he could watch Jaehwan’s smile get brighter and his laugh getting louder the more he drank and Taekwoon felt a weird sensation in his stomach from it. Taekwoon fixated on Jaehwan’s lips, running his own index finger across his own lips, wondering how they would feel against his own and just the thought had him closing his eyes and humming. It was almost time, he had to be patient.
Taekwoon waited until Jaehwan was so obviously drunk, which was really cute and Taekwoon had to hide his smile many times because Jaehwan kept making the worst jokes and just laughing to himself. Taekwoon slowly stood up from his chair to walk over to Jaehwan, watching as what’s her name stood up to go and get them more to drink which left Jaehwan alone, perfect. He gently ran his hand over Jaehwan’s shoulder causing both of them to shiver. Jaehwan looked up to see Taekwoon, a look of confusion crossed his face and Taekwoon just thought it was the cutest thing. Taekwoon didn’t say anything but watched the way his hand slid down Jaehwan’s collar bone to travel even farther sound until he reached his thigh, forcing Taekwoon to bend over with him. Taekwoon shivered from how Jaehwan’s body seemed so responsive yet so confused. Taekwoon turned his head to speak softly against Jaehwan’s ear, he didn’t say anything but a few words and the warmth on Jaehwan’s body was gone. Jaehwan whimpered, swallowing hard and feeling himself get aroused, his breath coming out a bit labored as he recalled what Taekwoon said.
‘Second floor, third door on the left.’
Taekwoon didn’t look back when he went to the stairs and walked up them, he knew Jaehwan was going to come and excitement flew through his veins. Sure enough, a few moments later Jaehwan came into the room, looking around and spotting Taekwoon who was sitting on blue sheets. Taekwoon looked at Jaehwan, watching him quickly become nervous as he stood in the doorway, obviously so confused as to why he came up there but here they are. Taekwoon stood up to walk over to Jaehwan, his hands resting on his chest before moving up to wrap around his neck, one of his hands running in that dark brown hair. Taekwoon moved so their noses touched, causing their lips to be so fucking close and it was making him dizzy while Jaehwan’s breathing became a little irregular.
“What?”
Taekwoon ignored Jaehwan and didn’t think that he probably was taking advantage of Jaehwan’s confused state but it was too cute and Taekwoon had waited enough. Jaehwan moved closer and pressed their lips together, enjoying the slight noise that Jaehwan made, his hands resting on his hips because he didn’t know what else to do with them. Taekwoon took advantage of the small noise Jaehwan made, probably trying to protest, and slid his tongue into his mouth, deepening the kiss and causing himself to become light headed. Jaehwan hummed, pulling Taekwoon closer and kissing him deeply but sloppily, with too much tongue but god it did so much to Taekwoon it was almost nauseating. Taekwoon whimpered softly when Jaehwan pulled away, blinking rapidly and so obviously trying to get a grip on the situation but his eyes were already so dark.
“W-wait hyung...”
Taekwoon pressed his lips back to Jaehwan’s, kissing him for a few long moments before moving to kiss along his jaw, “Shhh.”
Taekwoon pulled Jaehwan to the bed, hiding his smile when after he got on it then Jaehwan followed him, kissing him again while hovering above him. Taekwoon tugged up Jaehwan’s shirt until it was all the way off of him, and the way he flushed only caused Taekwoon to become even more aroused. Taekwoon pushed at Jaehwan so he could be over him now, kissing down his chest, noting how tense Jaehwan got. Taekwoon looked up to him and smiled softly, letting his tongue run over the spot just below his belly button.
“You are so hot.”
Jaehwan flushed darker from the compliment and squirmed awkwardly, Taekwoon found it cute.
“I-uh-I mean ...I don’t-“Jaehwan’s mindless babbling was cut off by Taekwoon grabbing his clothed member, palming him until he was hard and panting.
Only then did Taekwoon unbutton his jeans and push them down his hips until they were completely off, pausing only to tuck more hair behind his ear, then he leaned down to kiss the head of Jaehwan’s erection, looking up at him while he did so. Jaehwan had an arm over his eyes, his chest flushed a pretty red and Taekwoon was sure his face was the same color.
“Look at me.”
Jaehwan didn’t move, he only whined and shifted a bit, a bit uncomfortably.
Taekwoon frowned and moved back to lick over the tip of Jaehwan’s erection, making him moan and gasp, “Look at me Jaehwan-ah.”
Jaehwan moaned at the demand and removed his arm to timidly look down at Taekwoon who gently lead his erection to his mouth and he was able to take so much of it into his mouth it caused Jaehwan to moan louder than before. Now that Jaehwan was watching Taekwoon he couldn’t look away, there was something with the way his head bobbed over his erection and how shiny and red his lips were. Taekwoon moaned, tasting Jaehwan after so long of imagining it was too much and it caused him to feel dizzy but he focused on his task. Only when he could tell that Jaehwan was about to come did he slowly pull off to teasingly lick at his erection, his eyes so black as he made eye contact with Jaehwan.
“You’re going to fuck me.” He licked at the side of Jaehwan’s dick, never taking his eyes away from his and caused him to moan just thinking about it.
Taekwoon sat up to pull his shirt off and toss it somewhere and he went to work on his pants before a strong hand tangled in his hair and pulled him quickly in for a kiss, which Taekwoon wasn’t going to complain about. However, Taekwoon was becoming more and more impatient so he broke off the kiss and moved to pull off his pants and grab the stash of lube he knew was in the second drawer then returned to Jaehwan who was now sitting up, his eyes so dark it turned Taekwoon on nearly too much. Taekwoon straddled Jaehwan’s lap and kissed the corner of his mouth.
“You know what to do?” He spoke softly, wrapping his arms around Jaehwan’s neck.
Jaehwan swallowed, “I, uh, I think… I never.”
Taekwoon groaned and bit into Jaehwan’s neck, making him moan and grip Taekwoon harder. Jaehwan was a virgin and Taekwoon felt almost too hot at the idea of taking that from him
“Then relax, let me.” Taekwoon cooed into his ear, opening the lube and making his fingers wet before reaching behind him to slip one then the second one in immediately.
Taekwoon moaned softly against Jaehwan’s lips, pressing them together again while he quickly worked himself open, enjoying how Jaehwan squirmed underneath him and whimpered into their kiss like waiting hurt him too much. If Taekwoon wasn’t so impatient already himself he might have wanted to drag this out longer, but he had been waiting for this moment for so long and it felt so good to be this close to Jaehwan, them both equally as hard and pressed against each other, no glass separating them. Taekwoon slipped his fingers out to instead pump Jaehwan’s erection a few times, just to get it wet also making sure to rub that spot just underneath the head to make him whimper, like Taekwoon knew he would. He then pulled on Jaehwan so Taekwoon could lay down and pull Jaehwan between his spread legs. Taekwoon sighed and puled Jaehwan even closer with his legs urging Jaehwan to hurry up and Jaehwan swallowed hard, pressing into Taekwoon, gasping and nearly shouting as he slid slowly in until he was completely inside of that hot body. Taekwoon bit his bottom lip, forcing his eyes open to look at Jaehwan, his expression causing his breath to pick up and move his hips. Jaehwan furrowed his eyebrows, his hips moving on their own accord, slowly at first, until Taekwoon started to moan softly and then he picked up the pace. Jaehwan grunted, moving his hand to grip the headboard for some sort of leverage as he slid in and out of Taekwoon.
Taekwoon moaned, gripping the sheets next to him with one hand and grabbing Jaehwan’s bicep with the other, “You, you have to go a bit faster,” he tilted his head back, moaning louder, “and a bit harder.”
Jaehwan followed Taekwoon’s instructions and tried to move faster and harder into his body but that proved to be so difficult when Taekwoon was so tight around him it felt so good that it nearly hurt. Taekwoon gasped, his back arching he moved his hand from the sheets to pump his erection in time with Jaehwan’s thrusts, making his climax come much quicker than he had initially anticipated. Jaehwan gasped from the tight space around his erection suddenly became tighter and he couldn’t help but come so hard into Taekwoon. He stayed like that until he slowly pulled out, closing his eyes and falling next to Taekwoon. Taekwoon smiled weakly at him, he could tell Jaehwan was about to fall asleep, he always yawned then rubbed his eyes, scratching his arm, usually his right, before he fell fast asleep.