Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting....how does one deal with such a phobia?

From "History of Love":

"When I'd come in, she'd call me into her bedroom, take me in her arms, and cover me with kisses. She'd stroke my hair and say, "I love you so much," and when I sneezed she'd say, "Bless you, you know how much I love you, don't you?" and ( Read more... )

months. seven months of relationshipness...=]

hopefully i see him today..and hopefully i get to go rockclimbing. but for now, i'm off to watch hana yori dango so on friday i can watch the second season with my friend. =]

woot! SEVEN

raped me severely...but i'm done...until may 5th when summer a starts =[ but i'm only taking one class!! so i think i'll be okay...*sigh* i just wanna sleep!!! but i must write extra credit papers D= when will it end!?!?!!? ...tomorrow. =p

it's officially 6 now...how crazy is that...I hope this day is good =]

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Maria
2. Nukka
3. Marie..'cause people forget my name actually ends in an '

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. shiiro_bara1018
2. vampyr_chick59
3. rabbit_foot18...why am i so lame with my screen names?? geh..

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. my arms aren't too bad
3. my ass has gotten much better ( Read more... )

is now complete as he gave me an easter basket =] 

it's best to be silent...but i'm finding more and more that silence is best..some voices should not be heard...sorry for my sillyness =]

My trip is coming to an end ( Read more... )

i made it. after 12 hours on two different planes..after 12 hours of being squished with restless sleep..i made it. =] aloha hawaii!


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    5 months...crazy shit, ne? =]

and i get to see wai-yee and jose...Saturday seems like it'll be quite the good day. =]