Why is it that after my brother gets off the computer it runs slowly and freezes? I'll tell myself why. Cause he's a fucking idiot. Lately I been depressed, tired, and uhhhh what's the magical word? Serious, yes that. I guess being serious is scaring my friends. I know I know it is possible, but sorry for frightining you guys! I'll be fucked up ( Read more... )

Today was a somewhat busy day. I went to bed at 4am got up at 9 am and than went to my piano lesson. It wasn't that bad. My teacher stresses counting and rhytmns, such joy! Sides some "ok? What?" I did well. Than when I got home my mom got bitchy about cleaning. I was like I'm fucking tired let me pass out for a sec and than I'll clean the God damn ( Read more... )

Ok after the demands of D I must update this stuff. I don't know why, but I think she must be really bored to wanna read this shit. Ok uhhh recaps. I'm kinda happy, but last night I was sad as hell making Brit listen to my shit and deal with me. I feel bad for making her take my sad shit. I really am just tired. I would love to be somewhere nice ( Read more... )

Well after the order from Brit I have to update this site. Why? I think she is rather bored. Pity that. lol I woke up today at 5 am. I went to bed at 10 pm cuz well actually I didn't mean to go to bed. lol So I took a shower at 5 in the morning. I mean damn I don't even do that for school. *hates herself* Oh well. I was tired from Gym and Dance and ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in awhile. Sorry to the people who actually read this crap. lol Aint I cheery? Kung Fu was fun! Punches, deflecting kicks, and slap blocking is all good. So I had fun, but now I'm sore as hell. lol Anyways today was B day which means doing shit in Science, sleeping in Interior Design, watching crazy stuff in Social Studies, and ( Read more... )

AAA school has started and my classes are not that bad. I have a crazy history teacher, whom seems fun enough. I have gym followed by performing arts. Right now that means I'm doing dance in peforming arts, so that means walking across the room hitting D and doing the box step. Wtf? Yea I agree. It is kinda hard. I don't think I gots the skills G! ( Read more... )

I'm on the computer which means this shit is slow. Which means I'm getting a headache. Lol I haven't done shit in this journal for a long time. Not much has happened. The usual summer has happened and soon I'll return to hell where I'm forced to learn shit and be subjected to the stupidity that is high school teenagers. Sorry not everyone fits that ( Read more... )

I had a bad dream today. It was the second dream in two weeks that made me cry in the dream. It was messed up, more like a memory than a dream. I was a young girl again. It was Christmas and I was helping with dishes and handing out drinks at my grandmothers house. I walked past the table where everyone was eating and they all looked up at me. I ( Read more... )

My right hand hurts severly. My brother hit it with his Lacrosse stick. Luckily no blood, but as soon as he hit it I had a bruise. It's getting bigger and it hurts. This kinda sucks due to the fact that I have a piano lesson tomorrow and a recital on Sunday. I don't understand him. He runs me down, he hurts me, he wont stop. But that's my brother ( Read more... )

Today was a tiring day. Stupid school! First pool wipes the happy fun energy out of me. That's why I look drunk at lunch, so anyways I passed pool. Not really hard. lol Now about passing I had an English exam and my mind was what the fuck o well Abaram your a slave now! Mwahahhawhaha! So yea failed that, but before that I had my Mandarin 2 final. ( Read more... )