SCARED ...

im slowly losing myself. *sigh ( Read more... )

practice SUCKEd...i wanna find a psychodelic band like soon.... thats what i need...a band that matches my insanity. IF THERE IS ANY OF THE THREE PEOPLE THAT PLAY BASS GUITAR OR KEYBOARD AND WANTS TO FO A PSYCHODELIC ROCK BAND!!! LET ME KNOW! any ways yea....llama....k well im done.

yea... i talked to indie when she got home...poor monkey she was sick....but yea.. then i was playing some mighty sensational clean guitar with the reverb high. but yea then i had to pack up at practice this being around 1 am. yea hurt my shoulder more carrying the cabs downstairs...it sucked..yea then me and flea talked cuz she be a sad llama ( ( Read more... )

went to indies today. she was sick real bad, i took care of her all day. I gave her a massage and tried my best to make her feel better, she told me some stuff too. I guess it kinda makes feel alittle better, but...it makes me real sad too. i dunno. we rented dodge ball (my pick woot) made everyone laugh. yea. "Nobody makes me bleed my own blood!" ( Read more... )

once more i am left no words to descibe how i feel. The only way i can say it is by taking every thing i can and put it together. So its on the lines of feeling Betrayed, Left behind, used, playeed with, meaningless, and that its all been a lie.. So take my fucking advice and Fuck off... cuz i swear to fucking god if anyone says anything to me ( Read more... )

I got....some...Ports....of the...new....and they're 100's....oh yea.....and here is a joke that made me laugh for a second ( Read more... )

wow who woulda thought that the one person that will prolly end up with my dreams is the only one i feel i can fully believe right now.

You know the term "where there is a will there is a way?" well guess what ...it dont apply to people...Cuz no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i sacrifice and put into someones life... it wont ever prevail. and you will be left, alone, in pain, and maybe even with nothing left. So if you have hope in that term, make sure it only applies to ( Read more... )

i am not a happy squirrell ( Read more... )