Why did I think you were older than me? But then again, I thought Soph was my age, too. Y'all act way more mature than your ages. And me, I'm just old, at least, that's what my students tell me.
She'll be back soon enough. Perhaps a hobby would make the time pass faster? Or at least make you a little less... on edge.
Now Dante me old squire this may sound patronising but I feel I must say it.
Have you tried not basing your day-to-day life around the movements of someone in a diametrically opposite timezone. I understand that you love her and it is hard not being able to see the one you love (I am fortunate that my love lives a mere twenty minutes away.)
But you've got to keep a grip on reality man, even if Soph was in Canada with you, you wouldn't spend every waking moment with her. Get a grip, she isn't dead, she isn't gone for good, maybe she's seeing whether you can survive on your own without her for a while. Did you consider that
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Just figured I should point out that I haven't gotten a single call from her. Not one. Your busy signal thing may have been coincidental, since I was able to successfully call her twice. I have to agree with Nik, though. You come across that way, and honestly I find it near impossible to know when you're telling the truth and when it's just bullshit. You're way too dependant on her, for fuck's sake she goes away for a few days, thus not being able to constantly be with you, and you go crazy and admittedly (mildly) homicidal! That does come across as a bit obsessive. I have to go in a few minutes, so I'm cutting myself off here (though I have a lot more to say). I can tell you're going to be up in arms about this, so you know my IM, you can reach me there if you feel the need to continue this conversation. Honestly, there's love, and then there's being overly clingy and emo.
So she's 15, that's still a child. My point still stands.
Do you think there's anything wrong with the fact that your apparent only source of love and affection is on another continent?
You say you prefer to stay in, don't you think it's better to work on your relationships in RL before going emo about Soph?
She has her own life, three days is nothing. Keep calm.
Furthermore you can't expect verbally splurging on your journal is going to be a source of comfort because anyone who cares about you worth a damn isn't going to sugarcoat their response.
Hence I say to you; you are acting like a clingy stalker weirdo. I know you aren't like this normally so knock it off. She's been busy for a few days, suck it up and, if she means that much to you, wait.
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Why did I think you were older than me? But then again, I thought Soph was my age, too. Y'all act way more mature than your ages. And me, I'm just old, at least, that's what my students tell me.
She'll be back soon enough. Perhaps a hobby would make the time pass faster? Or at least make you a little less... on edge.
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Have you tried not basing your day-to-day life around the movements of someone in a diametrically opposite timezone. I understand that you love her and it is hard not being able to see the one you love (I am fortunate that my love lives a mere twenty minutes away.)
But you've got to keep a grip on reality man, even if Soph was in Canada with you, you wouldn't spend every waking moment with her. Get a grip, she isn't dead, she isn't gone for good, maybe she's seeing whether you can survive on your own without her for a while. Did you consider that ( ... )
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Now, 'nothing' is open at 1 am aside from that little pizza place down the street.
So, on a weekday, I usually spend about 2 hours a day with her. Is that 'really' too much?
I'll be frank. Generally, I'm not really the type to go anywhere. I prefer to stay at home. Why? Because I enjoy it.
She'll be 16 this year, Nik.
One last comment. She's really the only source of love/affection I've got.
No reason to make me feel like a wretch for possibly being overly needy. It's not like I'm doing it intentionally.
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Do you think there's anything wrong with the fact that your apparent only source of love and affection is on another continent?
You say you prefer to stay in, don't you think it's better to work on your relationships in RL before going emo about Soph?
She has her own life, three days is nothing. Keep calm.
Furthermore you can't expect verbally splurging on your journal is going to be a source of comfort because anyone who cares about you worth a damn isn't going to sugarcoat their response.
Hence I say to you; you are acting like a clingy stalker weirdo. I know you aren't like this normally so knock it off. She's been busy for a few days, suck it up and, if she means that much to you, wait.
--- Nik Hasta
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