i haven't do it in while,
don't know how long i'll last.
all i see when i open my eyes,
is what i did in the past. i took
my heart and put it in a cast,
but yet it still broke in half. 

 my heart's been sealed,
my love's been lost.
i won't fall again, no 
matter what the cost.
i've proven myself, more 
then once, that i can never
stop.

 red as blood, bright as day,
tell me why, you didn't stay.
you killed me, you just can't
see it.

 my hate flows
i loath
you left me alone
you can hear my tone
you left me with a rose.

          HATE 
BLACK, BROKEN 
KILLS, SWALLOWS, DESTROYS 
FUELS MY BROKEN SOUL
LONELY

i feel so alone, 
like nobody cares.

does anyone care for me?
i'm just not sure any more.

i feel so alone,
like i don't really care.

do i care any more? 
i'm not really sure any more.

i'm so alone, 
i don't have a care any more.

i just sit all alone
with my razor in my hand,
i stare at my reflection, 
and cry.

I'm Locked inside my self
I can't get out.

I'm locked inside my head
locked inside my mind
locked inside my self.

left me there to die
left me there to cry.

I'm locked inside my self
I can't get out.

Trapped inside my had.
I can't get loose.

I'm trapped inside my life
let me out.

I'M LOCKED INSIDE MY SELF.

i can't help it 
i've grown accustom
to the pain of losing
so much. 
i can't help it,
but i feel this is my fault.
i gain my self, by hurting
my self.
i can't help it, but i cut 
my self for you. 

i drag this razor
across my flesh.
i dig it deeper just to
see the blood.
i drag this razor over my 
wounded heart, trying
to kill the pain, you left me with.
you killed my heart and made
me numb.
i drag this razor
across my flesh, just to 
see the over flowing
blood cascade down my 
arm and into my dead
grave of a soul

the thought of 
suicide is nice
the thought of dieing cool,
i long to feel both the
sweet embrace to be away from
you.

the thought of
suicide is nice
dieing would be cool.

the thought i long for
most, would be, of every thing
to be ok, and me to no longer
be alive