Amazing how things change

[vampyrepoet]

You know, it's kind of funny. I used to think I had alot of friends, but it seems like since I decided to give up certain things that were taking over my life alot of people have been rather hostel towards me. Well, that's their loss. I was hoping to atleast be able to hang out with them once in awhile, but if they would rather not whatever.

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[paramour]

hey alright! go you!

but listen, honestly i havent been good company lately. but if youre interested im throwing a superbowl party at my house and if you like to go you certainly can?

[crazyncuteks]

Sweetie.... I love ya to death and you know that but if you are bored and want company you need to call us. We don't know your schedule but you basicly know ours. You can't expect us to call every time we get together and ask if you want to hang out because as far as we know 90% of the time you are going to say no. People generaly don't like to hear the word no unless it's in the context of "no don't stop" :P So if you are upset because you think you don't have any more friends because of the things you gave up then maybe you need to get a fire lit under your ass and start making a change of that. We aren't your body...you have to do your own work like the rest of us. Ask all the guys... I call every time I go to game to make sure it's happening. And though I didn't answer my phone on saturday night (sorry James and Jo) I had kind of made plans to go hang out with people. Stop dilly-dallying around and do something about it. *hugs*

[vampyrepoet]

By the way, it is a two way deal. You can't say that it is all on me to try and get together with people. You could try getting ahold of me to. It doesn't matter if you know my schedule or not, all you have to do is call my house and if I don't answer, then leave a message.

[rhinox_dx]

calling your house isn't allowed at the hours I'm usually active, game nights.

[crazyncuteks]

Guess it is... but see if I want people to hang out with me I have to call them.

[ilovehistory]

who is being hostile?

[vampyrepoet]

The only thing I am trying to point out, is that it just seems like the only time everyone ever got togeather was for game. Now, whenever I try to hang out with people, everyone is busy with school (which believe me I don't blame anyone for that) or because they have game going on. The hostility I was talking about just seems to be an underlaying thing I've noticed. It could just be that I am starting to notice parts of peoples personalities I never noticed before or there are actually people stressing out more then usual. In either case it's difficult to tell when people are hostile towards me, or just in general.

In either case, I do miss hanging out with everyone and I still want people to get together at Shooters for a pool night. And yes that includes Mike and Deanne. (Sorry if I mispelled it, brain is kind of fried.) Anyway, I will talk to you guys when I talk to you.

[paramour]

dude, you need to relax

[oivey]

Also if you guys can't get ahold of Q he's usualy with me and I know for a fact that most of ya'll have my number. Granted I know most of ya'll probably hate me cuse I stoped comeing to game period. I Just needed to get out of that.

[ilovehistory]

I dont hate you mikey:-)