So much is going on right now but "the worst is over now and we can breathe again" (((a quote from Amy Lee in Seether's song featuring her, broken))). Yes, Eric did what I thought he never would again and confessed to me that over the past two weeks or so he had been smoking pot again while bawling his eyes out. But Mike (((who I believe may ( Read more... )

Today is the second to the last day of school and I am so stressd because I'm about to have to go in and take horrible exams, ontop of that so much hell is going on in my life right now i can hardly think about anything else. Eric for one is sitll skipping school and lying to me and like 2 days ago I found out over the past few weeks he as been ( Read more... )

Ya know, it truely is horrible waking up in the middle of the night, two years old, and scared to death because you're alone and when you scream for your mother she never comes and you don't understand why. Two year olds don't understand death. At two I didn't understand why my mother never came home. It wasn't my place to feel such a burden or ( Read more... )

Man my computer has been a complete ass-hole lately and it's driving me completely crazy. I have anime club at school today event though I'm not at school right now (((ugh)))... any ways. so much shit is going on right now and Eric keeps lying to me about meaningless stuff but on the other hand I though he was lying o me yesterday when he told me ( Read more... )

Hmmmm? Today was such a confusing day. I just got back from the MP Anime Cluband came to check my e-mail for my school anime club (I'm president!! YAY!!!! *does happy dance* oh yeah!) to get an e-mail from Kat critisizing my e-mail address. Okay, i never really asked for opinion about my screen but HEY freedom of speech. I think it's kind of dumb ( Read more... )

     I dun know what I can say about today. I am completely and totally stressed out. It started today after school when I got a call from Eric's mom. She sounded really angry and I could tell by the tone of her voice Eric was in trouble. Last time I got a call like this she had called to tell me he had been arrested, that he had been found at ( Read more... )

                   . . . . Man, last night was so horrible. So many bad things happened and at the moment I dun feel like going into detail. I scare my self sometimes when I get as upset as I did last night. . . Sometimes I just hurt so much that everything I have ever been through all come piling on me at once and all the pain builds up and that ( Read more... )

Today is such a blah day. . . I'm supposed to be wtih Eric (my b/f) right now but got in trouble (even though I didn't do anything0 I can't stand staying home. It wouldn't be so bad if Eric lived here or we went to the same school but he lives over an hour away and I don't have a car and can barely drive (despite the fact I'm nearly 17). So today I ( Read more... )

This is the super hero and abilities I would aquire...

lol..