*sigh*
Well a random exfriend of mine just messages me last night and randomly went off of me for no fucking reason. Sometimes I think im just a good scape goat for people and since we dont see eachother or anything, Im pretty sure thats what it was all about. He yelled at me because Im always online but have msn set to away all the time, which I guess is illegal or something and I never got the memo for it. His arguement "why the hell are you always online if your always away." well I have cable internet people, Im always online if my comps on. arguement two "well if your set to away how the hell am I supposed to message you" amazingly just like you just did. Its amazing how those messages stay up on my screen for the next time I get on my comp huh? I told him if it annoys him to block me and stop bitching about it, which he said he did but then kept complaining regardless and procedded to tell me im pathetic and all sorts of other shit, because Im the one that randomly messages people to just yell at them like an asshole out of the blue.
yes people I understand I am not the easiest person to get ahold of by if you email me you will get an email back. Yes Ive become secluded but really I never chatted much before all of this shit either so dont tell me that Im being an asshole now because of it. Why people yell at me for never keeping in contact when they sure as hell havent tried to contact me either, I dont get. Didnt know all of my friendships rested solely on me and that if I didnt chat or email everyone that therefor Im the only one at fault...
I dont chat much for a lot of reasons. One I really dont like msn messenger, dont know why but it annoys me but I keep it because some friends only use that and because I like getting email notifcations. I keep it so anyone can message me and leave a message for me if they need me. Away does not equal unable to get messages or that they will not go through to my comp and stay on my screen. Two. because a lot of the time Im writing and if Im writing IM's distract me and im worried enough about my writing being crap without being distracted, let alone when I am distracted.
So in short if you need to get ahold of me, if you want to talk or really want to tell me something, Im not impossible to get ahold of. An emails all it takes, a message saying hey I want to talk to you and catch up real quick message when you get a chance, anything like that works. Yes I know I need to keep in contact more, maybe ill start updating more to do that I dont know but its not just on me to keep in contact with others, two way street and all of that.
Ok im done ranting, sorry about that everyone but it really...well stung and pissed me off...and well sorry if I pissed anyone off or have pissed anyone off for any of this stuff.
yes people I understand I am not the easiest person to get ahold of by if you email me you will get an email back. Yes Ive become secluded but really I never chatted much before all of this shit either so dont tell me that Im being an asshole now because of it. Why people yell at me for never keeping in contact when they sure as hell havent tried to contact me either, I dont get. Didnt know all of my friendships rested solely on me and that if I didnt chat or email everyone that therefor Im the only one at fault...
I dont chat much for a lot of reasons. One I really dont like msn messenger, dont know why but it annoys me but I keep it because some friends only use that and because I like getting email notifcations. I keep it so anyone can message me and leave a message for me if they need me. Away does not equal unable to get messages or that they will not go through to my comp and stay on my screen. Two. because a lot of the time Im writing and if Im writing IM's distract me and im worried enough about my writing being crap without being distracted, let alone when I am distracted.
So in short if you need to get ahold of me, if you want to talk or really want to tell me something, Im not impossible to get ahold of. An emails all it takes, a message saying hey I want to talk to you and catch up real quick message when you get a chance, anything like that works. Yes I know I need to keep in contact more, maybe ill start updating more to do that I dont know but its not just on me to keep in contact with others, two way street and all of that.
Ok im done ranting, sorry about that everyone but it really...well stung and pissed me off...and well sorry if I pissed anyone off or have pissed anyone off for any of this stuff.