From time and time again...Changes for the Better Good

[vampyrpomp]

I have trampled another fragile heart yet again. Many chances had been granted to me and evey single time it was a result of my ultimate vice and weakness, alcohol. I have lost many loved ones in the past due to this and am in the process of doing so again. I don't want to. Most people won't believe of how many things it deteriorates and gets in

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[mr_self_destruc]

As you know, only you can change it all, but fortunately you have someone you care for deeply who has given you that motivation. We all need a push, I think, and you've gotten yours.

I'm glad. Despite not knowing you, save for the here and there writings in this journal of yours, I do wish you all the best and to have a peaceful, sober life.

I've had to deal with all of the same issues, and though that may not make you feel any better, it gives me a sense of calm to know someone else feels the way I do and is going to better themselves.

I need a push, whether it be from a love or my own self, but it has not come yet, and when it does, I hope you will be there smiling back at me and telling me these same words.

I hope she is beautiful enough to understand and accept what you must and will ultimately do. I am sure she is, or you would not yearn for her so.

Good luck dear.

X

[mr_self_destruc]

[And I, as everyone else should, realize that this will not be an easy journey, and you will fall to your knees and have to climb back up on occasion but you will at the end, succeed. Don't lose hope or sight of good if that happens.

You're stong and glorious, you shall prevail.]

Sound guru enough? :P

[vampyrpomp]

Thank ye very much for the words of encouragment.
Indeed i shall do the same.
It's just been too much over the years and if shit starts getting bad at this age, imagine years down the road what one can become.

Cheers,