It's been 17 days since Papa killed himself. I've been through each emotion, each mood you want to name. Sometimes, I just sit and think, and feel numb
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You and I have been through so much together and it breaks my heart that I cant be physically there for you. You remember when Grandmother died and I would just go to her house alone and sit? I know this sounds a little strange but you might want to try it. Go over to Nanas and talk to Papa. It will make you feel better. I'll be home Saturday and at your beck and call all week. Always remember that you are my sister and I love you.
There are no words that I can say at the moment in response to your emotion, other that that we are all here for you. Do not hesitate to speak and to seek any form of support. That is what we are for..
i lost my grandmother, my very lifeline, this past february, and i watched as my relatives argued over who owed more "Money," or wasn't giving enough for her funeral, in her very house, glorifying themselves through greed and pride. her own children, and people she selflessly took care of, giving the only money she had to help their lives be a little better, arguing over who was the better child. i know what you're going through, and i understand the confusion and hurt and just the numbness. i know that you already have an angel with you helping you through, if you need more, call me, i'm here for you anytime you need.
You all are wonderful, and I am blessed to have each of you in my life. Thank you for your support. Some days are better than others, which everyone knows what I mean. I wish more people would value what Papa gave to us that wasn't tangible or spendable. Those memories and lessons mean more to me than a dollar bill ever will. I love you all.
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You and I have been through so much together and it breaks my heart that I cant be physically there for you. You remember when Grandmother died and I would just go to her house alone and sit? I know this sounds a little strange but you might want to try it. Go over to Nanas and talk to Papa. It will make you feel better. I'll be home Saturday and at your beck and call all week. Always remember that you are my sister and I love you.
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There are no words that I can say at the moment in response to your emotion, other that that we are all here for you. Do not hesitate to speak and to seek any form of support. That is what we are for..
Amin
PS- He is in control.
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all my love,
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Some days are better than others, which everyone knows what I mean. I wish more people would value what Papa gave to us that wasn't tangible or spendable. Those memories and lessons mean more to me than a dollar bill ever will.
I love you all.
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