what are you talking about? i dont really know what to say to this because i dont know if you are just going to get over this is a day or so...but i hate seeing things like this from you. you have awesome friends, and many of them. Maybe you expect too much from them...i dont really know. but im saying this to you as a true friend, not to be malicious or rude, but you need to grow up. you want all this attention and stuff from your entries, but people are going to get sick of always having to tell you that you have friends. No one wants enjoys being pressured to prove their friendship all the time. Just live life and cherish what you have. The truth is that you are going to ostracize yourself, not the other way around. I dont want that to happen to you, so i am telling you to get over it. you always want certain "people" to call you all the time and stuff, but would it kill you to call them? i think not. and maybe thats what you have to do for a bit. i bet you people are accostumed to you being busy with wrestling and
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i dont know if you know but first off, i do call people. i call everyone. i guess im just sick of having to do everything to make something happen, like hang out or whatever, between me and friends. and maybe your right about everything. and this, i guess, isnt only about this. maybe im really just an immature ass who needs to grow up, maybe i am doing this for attention, maybe i am trying to get people to prove their friendships. for the latter, i would say that if that was true its because i dont feel that that particular friendship is still in existence or is very strong or as strogn as i thought it was. i dont really agree with everything you said but i guess ill just have to live with it, take in more shit and just fucking deal with it, right? another thing, i dont even know what the hell the "circle" is. im so clueless about everything with everyone. im not trying to piss you off or anything but i dont know anymore. maybe im doing this because im trying to say something but i dont know what it is, and people just arent getting
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I'm constantly finding what a nasty little phase high school is. The drama, the stress, the insecurities, etc. Most of the time it's so overwhelming to deal with. We all are going through it, but most of us can't even admit it. As for friends, it's like you know these are people you are close with now, but probably won't be once you all move on to college. It's hard, sometimes you're not pleased with friendships but would rather just have someone to no one. You end up taking shit, going through drama, and hoping for the best... yet it won't work out every time. However, don't doubt yourself so much, you're a wonderful person. I know you're not starving for attention, it's just that you have to vent about it sometimes. While some just see that as a cry for attention, when honestly, we should all be able to let out our frustrations and then laugh about them later. I'm here anytime ya need to talk. ♥ Heather
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