i should go to bed earlier. im always so tired in the morning, making me rush to get ready because i oversleep, even after my mom comes in and makes me get up. ive been so lazy lately, too. ive been procrastinating on my homework, waiting until 8:00 to do it, and sometimes not doing it at all and doing it during office aide ( Read more... )

i am hot, my lips are chapped and burning, and my eyes hurt. i want to sleep... but i cant. life is going just fine, i guess. ugh im just so tired, but i cant fall asleep ( Read more... )

i just went to atnw, and tried to logon to my account, and it appears i have been banned. i made a new account and checked the last thing i said on hello loser, and it was a thread started by me. but it was NOT me, i have no idea who it was. this makes me so mad. i wonder if someone got onto my account and made that thread because it certainly ( Read more... )

HOOSHAH!! *spazz ( Read more... )

i feel so empty inside. i don't know whats wrong. i feel like my life is missing something, i just don't know what. i just don't feel the same anymore. i have been feeling somewhat depressed lately... my head is throbbing ( Read more... )

geez. i miss brian. he is never online anymore (maybe he is grounded?) and he never calls. and bronson is a stupid fool. today i wore my "i heart nerds" shirt, and bronson said to me "oh! you love nerds? oh im telling brian!!". so what? he wont care. nor would he listen to bronson. but i miss brian all the time when i am away from him. i ( Read more... )

my christmas was great. i got a guitar, cds, clothes, shoes, and a bunch of other things. i really like my guitar... i get lessons sometime this week... i can already play a few things but not much. i picked up really quick. my dad's friend plays well and he showed me two songs. <3333 yay i am so happy. i also got napoleon dynamite and tony ( Read more... )

not a good day. so many things have pissed me off. life is not fair. and it never will be. die. just... die.

Today we had competition for dance. We came in second, not too bad! We got medals. =] We are supposed to wear them to school tomarrow, as well as our pink jacket which I dont want to wear! I hope we don't have to wear it. Mrs. Brock only told us to wear it to school tomarrow once, earlier today. She never mentioned it again, so I don't think ( Read more... )

say it isnt so... say it isnt fucking so! DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!! i want to choke someone! i just dont want to lose him... you know? it seems like he is liking me less and less... it just makes me so sad. i thought we had something. and him saying "shes too busy with her friends" is just a plain out lie. because im not! what made him come to that ( Read more... )