reply to chrchgrl on the 01-27-2005 entry

[vanessarose13]

you can't believe everything you see on tv, you should count yourself lucky not to be one of us who has problems with depression and self-abuse

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[rachaelcobain]

Look, I totally see where you are coming from...you know I have gone through a really rough time, too. But like you said, Lisa doesn't know...so maybe you should back off a little bit? I totally respect that you and Rebecca have both had problems in the past, but there isn't anything that you can do to change that, and you don't have to talk about it all the time.

[chrchgrl]

Thank you Rachael! Vanessa... chill out! i'm going to try and be nice when i say this (so don't think i'm yelling or even slightly mad when you read this! PLEASE!) but i was just trying to figure out something FOR MYSELF! i don't care if you agree with me or not, that's your own thing! But please don't get mad at me everytime you think i did something dumb or just because you don't agree with me.
i'm sorry if i don't know what your going through, and i thank God every day that i don't have those problems. But i'm just trying to get my brain to put a grasp on this! But don't punish me just because i don't have the same experiences as you do, please!
-I'm sorry if i offended You- but i'm not sorry that i tried to understand what you're going through and trying to figure it out.

[rachaelcobain]

That is true, Vanessa. If someone disagrees with you, then God help them because you will lash out at them. Remember when we were at Steak n Shake after Phantom of the Opera and you practically lunged at Rebecca for disagreeing with you about something.