Fic: Can't breathe PG SPN

[vanessawolfie]

Title: Can't Breathe
Author: vanessawolfie
Beta: sorrydreaming  who was kind enough to fix this up for me. Thank you.
Character(s)/Pairing: Sam/Dean or Dean coveting Sam.
Theme: 04-Love's rock
Prompt(s): #24 Covet
Rating: PG
Word count: 132
Disclaimer: I do not own the Supernatural series or characters. I only own this story.
Summary: A poem meant as Dean's POV. 
Warnings/Author Notes: A poem about Dean's feelings early on. This is written with Sam blamed it on the laughter in mind and is sort of a companion piece. Can be read alone but I plan to make this a 'verse so I suggest reading the other one too. This Written for spn_30snapshots


Can't Breathe

To covet one‘s brother,

his voice, his touch-

how sick can one really be?

I know how I got here,

but why me?

Is this who I’m supposed to be?

His voice, like safety;

his touch, like magic.

My mind is going crazy.

I should leave, but somehow I can’t.

My life is chained to him,

I can’t breathe without him.

Every step away from him

makes me feel less like me,

so I stay close.

I know he needs me, so I won’t leave,

but I don’t think he realizes

that I’m so dependent upon him.

So I try to hide my love,

my need, my sorrow

and pretend I don’t covet my brother.

I’m scared he’ll completely disown me

if he ever finds out

that he really doesn’t know me.

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