My Life Part IV

[vangiechelle]

My Life ( PART I, PART II, PART III)

MY LIFE PART IV 
(probably the most boring part for you to read, though it was certainly one that changed how I saw life)

Since I didn’t want to go out clubbing with my friends and be tempted to drink, I started hanging out in my room. Sometimes alone, sometimes friends would come over and hang out with me. Soon,

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[turningjapaneez]

My son had reflux. He woke up every 1-2 hours because he never had enough to eat. If he ate too much it was major projectile vomit time. Almost scary. It was so nice when that phase was finally over. I think I'm still catching up on sleep from it. And he's six now. That was definitely a stressful time, so I can relate somewhat. I can see how it would easily further agitate an already tense relationship.

I have a feeling this story is going to end up breaking my heart. It takes a lot guts for you to bare your most personal feelings in an open forum like this. I admire your courage.

[vangiechelle]

thx turningjapaneez,
yes, that's exactly how my daughter was. very stressful times back then.
i'm glad to hear you've been catching on with your sleep.

and yes, i do know i have a lot of guts to share so many things in a place like this. but i've gotten so much bottled up inside me for so long. i belong to a couple of online groups. mostly they are mommy's group, where i can't feel comfortable talking about all my feelings. and i can't seem to gain the courage to tell my closest friends. so, i had to turn to strangers, because i know, even though i feel alone most of the time with what i've been through, in the end, i am not so alone.

[kjnk]

Sometimes it is easier talking to strangers about things. There are no preconceptions.