i gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away

[vanillacat]

Re: only my favorite boy band possibly breaking up (or at least the very real possibility of Hankyung quitting and Zhou Mi having completely fucked up his career):

I have a lot of feelings regarding it, most of which can be summed up by Shiwon:

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[kakowasure]

merry christmas!!

AND OMG SUJU WHAT IS HAPPENING TO YOU WHY IS SM SO APE SHIT RETARDED (IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO BE APE SHIT RETARDED!? SDFJA;SKJLF!?!?)

it's okay things will be okay D:

♥

[vanillacat]

1. you’re so pretty. D; I'm like "there are no pretty people on the internet, that is blasphemy!" but then there's you, so. CLEARLY I WAS WRONG ALL ALONG.

2. I don't know much about your life these days since you don't really update, but dude... you made New York look like so much fun, also Asiatown-tastic. MADE ME REALLY WANT TO GO THERE.

3. we haven't talked much because olololol neither of us remembers to update like ever BUT YOU SEEM LIKE GREAT FUN. \o/ Also you (/...your tumblr) keeps me updated on Arashi shenanigans, because... seriously, they're the only thing i would consider defecting back to j-fandom for.

[fireatwill]

*pouts in Mbeast corner*
I'm trying not to think about it :(

WHY DO YOU LOVE ME SO KITTTTYYY?

[vanillacat]

1. I MUST MENTION THAT I STILL LOVE YOUR HAT AND I WEAR IT AND I GOT IT... YOU KNOW, A YEAR AGO? and it's still one of the most thoughtful/time-consumed (?? ahh you know what I mean) gifts I've ever gotten from a person, y'know, in this age of giftcards and what not :3 ♥

2. TEACH ME ABOUT U-KISS. p.s. I love Kevin, because he seems kinda sparkly and homo, but that's all I got right now. *tugs at your sleeve*

3. You started me looking at saucydwellings and I still wander over there from time to time and D; at the lack of... sauciness my dwelling has. Are your books still rainbow-organized?

4. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CAN’T COUNT, LMFAO... you always comment on my entries. Even if my entries were crap and you still just dropped by and left a comment and that always makes me :D

[fireatwill]

<333

[samsmaxu]

3 things dongseng

why am i posting this i still hate you

[vanillacat]

1. sometimes you are thoughtful and nice... sometimes... I miss getting random compliments about how kind/funny/cool/etc. I was, because you like SHOWERED them upon me before and it made me feel warm and loved and self-satisfied, but since that's not your style anymore... I guess you're still nice. on occasion.

2. I somehow (well I also partially blame Meghan) created a crazy Korean monster in you and I think it's absolutely hilarious. like super junior more, plz.

3. hurrdurr insert obligatory compliment about music here-- YOU KNOW, YOU NEVER DID PLAY ONE OR ANYTHING FOR ME ON PIANO...

4. I WONDER IF ANYONE ON MY F-LIST STILL THINKS YOU’RE ACTUALLY MY BROTHER...

[thrift]

have some shihan? D:

[vanillacat]

1. MUST I MENTION YOUR PHOTOSHOP ASSHATTERY AGAIN. I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD. it is always epic. :,D

2. you have the most... coolest... derp. YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR IS COOL. like, seriously, the Kibum crutches? LOL'D FOREVER. and all of your icons that just look pretty on the surface and then you actually read the pretty text and die.

3. sob stop linking JoBros stuff it makes me want to actually like them

4. YOU'RE KIND OF A BNF so I was initially... afraid to friend you? but I took a leap and you're actually like, not... a snob about it... and really nice and cool and. um. /shuts up. i secretly love you? ♥

[arisato]

fml, for serious. I mean if suju breaks up, what do I have left to live for??? A big fat disappointing pile of nothing.

[vanillacat]

1. STOP LINKING COOL SHIT IT MAKES ME WANT TO GET INTO UNNECESSARY FANDOMS. like Reborn and Persona 4 and... other stuff, ok, I HAVE NO TIME FOR MORE FANDOMS CUT IT OUTTTTT. D;

2. you are a True Girl on the internet and i always find that admirable. like... you'll be like, ~MAKE-UP AND FASHUN~ and i'm like HO SHIT SHE'S SO COOL. /starry eyes. i feel like i could actually come to you for advice about... makeup... junk... and... just... stuff. derp.

3. YOU ARE WITTY AND I FIND MYSELF QUOTING YOUR WITTYISMS IRL (like the thing about Owl City being robot!Death Cab For Cutie, that was you right? RIGHT? i'll be so embarrassed if it wasn't skfljglskjfh) AND PEOPLE ARE LIKE "LOL DID YOU MAKE THAT UP?" AND I ALWAYS HAVE TO GO "... n-no, my um. Canadian penpal also named Caitlin did. /awkward silence"