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[vanillaivy]

It continues to amaze me, how abruptly and profoundly the world shifts. These past few days have been difficult, and now all of a sudden there are beautiful pieces of universe everywhere. I have energy, motivation, and hope. I’m beginning to believe that these falls truly are necessary to seeing the beauty in everything. But is a shift in

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[johnnyfavorite]

that's a sentiment i recognize.

as you get older, the highs and lows flatten out a bit. it's less stressful, but it also means things don't seem as big and bright and as important as when you were younger.

[vanillaivy]

I remember distinctly the first time I felt this way. Looking back, I recognize that I was emerging from depression that lasted for nearly a year. One day I woke up and everything was so beautiful that as I went about my day, pressure built up in my chest--the kind you feel when the urge to laugh overwhelms you. It lasted for months and got better and better. Ever since then, I've longed for that time.

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