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<3 9*25*04

"...and i dont wanna fall to pieces - i just wanna sit and stare at you - i dont wanna talk about it - and i dont want a conversation - i just wanna cry in front of you - and i dont wanna talk about it cuz i'm in love with you..."

melissa: that song makes me soooo sad now. i cry like 845 times a day singing it in my head... :[           what am i ( Read more... )

well not much is new....

workin a lot and spending time with melissa and robbie.

yesterday i worked 1145-5 then went to a christmas party for the golf course i work at. after that i went and saw melissa and we saw david... then i stayed the night at robbies  <3

**good morning beautiful-how was your night?-mine was wonderful with you by my side- ( Read more... )

the last few days have been great!

friday i worked from 345-about 10/1030...then after i got off work i went over to Robbies and chilled for a little while. we watched Wild Wild West, with Will Smith... then i came home and went to sleep.... saturday i woke up around 2pm...lol ate some mac-n-cheese then took  a shower... i went to Red Robin with ( Read more... )

this week has been fun! i worked monday-wednesday..made lots of money! wednesday night Brittney, Sheila and I went to tequilla beach for the annual FOAM PARTY!! it was crazy... we were dancing in the foam and one of the bouncers pulled us up on this stage that is higher up than the DJ stand... we were dancing up there and he was giving us all shots ( Read more... )

wow... its been so long since i updated..i'm not even gonna try to back track...i'll just tell you what i did yesterday

yesterday i had to get up early as shit to go to a meeting at Red Lobster... that ended around 11 then i went to see my mom and sister at work! they were so bored they brought my sisters lap-top and were playing family fued...lol

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life has been crazy these last few weeks... after weeding out all the people who have pulled me down i realized that i didnt really know the person i had become... and i'm changing it... slowly but surely ( Read more... )

4 days!! in 4 days i drive to BWI at the buttcrack of dawn to go pick up my best friend!!
BRITTNEY IS COMING HOME!!
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happy birthday warren!!!

sorry i havent talked to you.... i have a few things i need to seriously sort out and then i will call you. i jus need to get this straight and make sure i am ready for the conversation when its time for us to have it.

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this journal is deticated to my two best friends:

britt- girlie i love you so so so much. i know exactly how you feel maybe more than anyone can understand. but i promise it will get better...the feelings wont go away but soon you will be in control of them...you know that i was exactly where you are a few months ago and look at me i'm all better ( Read more... )