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[vanishingflames]

i just realized that no one really cares about me or anything or is even willing to try to care. and this has nothing to do w/ the movies. its just something ive realized. i mean, i always have to be the leader, the one who tries to get everyone together. and 50% of the time everyone cancels on me. and not only w/ the mvoies. w/ anything. i always ask to try and do something or go here or work on this but its like "ok, and i care because?"
w/e
im not making any sense
bye