its been awhile....

[vanishinghope]

well its not one of my journal entries without a song-so hers my latest

“Red Light Emotion”

VERSE 1:

Here I am

In bondage then

My selfish doubts

Now and again

Was that all I could do?

Was there another way?

Running is not the answer

And so says my blood

Repeat beat my pulse

Pushed through by mud

My veins glow black

No way to escape

Now and

Comments

[enzeruusagi]

you seriously never cease to amaze me. really! well i'm working on something, the thing you inspired me to write. its not done yet, which is kinda pissing me off cause i've had no time to write lately ((but theres always time to write, right?)). but once its finished i'll post it so you can read it. keep writing...

thanx! u rock Liz

[vanishinghope]

thanx! thats so awsome! good luck finishin it up! and make sure u let me know when u post it!

something ive noticed-
"As soon as a writer ceases to expand his visions of songs and simply continues to write in his own certain "style"....he becomes to be understood by people who dont bother to wonder about the true meaning of his words...and therefore loses his passion"

keep writin

[2cold2thnkright]

wow ethan.....like I couldn't see that you haven't listened to TMV.....lol you rock

yah its more along 4 feet.....HAHA

[vanishinghope]

hahahaha u rock 2 josh!

hehe hey ive gotten it down to about 3 and a half feet!....on a good day...with no one around....and just walking next to her....SHUT UP JOSH! hahahahaha o well 3 weeks-gotta stick 2 it-thanx 4 all ur help "matchmaka Fasta Masta"!

[balletbabe911]

Ethan, u r so off dude u need to at least show some interest. She should kno besides the fact of me telling her. haha. Dude there is way more than 3 1/2. I'm still goin w/ the 5 ft. lol. Hey at least I'm not TOO obniouxness. lol u rock luv ya!

[vanishinghope]

well lets see u dont have 2 tell her-since every chance either 1 of u get u make it very obvious! and hey i never laughed at u guys when u 2 were doing this! and dont say u were never doing this cuz i was there 2 see it!

and it would prolly be easier if u all werent right next 2 us saying "come on and skoot ckloser come on sit by her come on what r u waitin for??" its alot easier if all of u leave us alone 2 go thru this josh and hannahless lol cuz remember this is me and her-not u and josh-so think of how annoying ur being if it were u

and i try 2 show interest if hannah wasnt next 2 her or telling me i should be and josh wasnt running me in2 her every chance he gets-its alot easier to show interest by talking and not by making it awkward. and i dont need u measuring anyway-its been like a week since weve even started letting the other 1 know we like each other.

u keep tellin me 2 slow down or speed it up but now im askin u guys 2 plz SLOW DOWN! wow

sry if this came off really annoyed
u guys still rock

ethan....

[littlehatch08]

ethan u are so talented...

Re: ethan....

[vanishinghope]

:) thanx Laura! cya in history! lol