I am sorry for so long i have been as distant as my sanity

[vanishinghope]

my dear, you have worked here for many years? i am guessing because youre nameplate has a slight yellow tint to it. now maybe that only is to say that another such as i merely messed it up in an uncontrollable reaction. but, my beautiful, would you expect any less from us? here we are. bolted down. i have been here for God knows how long. if only

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[anonymous]

wow...wow...wow...its like i dont know what to say. its good...its amazing. wow... the end is kinda sad though because thats about 5 years away and i dont like that. theres so much i like about that entry...

*not of the walls i sleep against or of the machines drawing fluids from my arms every so often, but a true human voice. i used to love the sound of it.

*so i would bite through my cheeks producing festering holes and i would then rub my face against the walls. it would paint them a brown-red color. but it was prettier than grey.

i dont know why but for some reason i liked those lines. i dont know.

I love you!!!
*chelsea*
...wow i am finally the first to comment!

[anonymous]

wow...wow...wow...its like i dont know what to say. its good...its amazing. wow... the end is kinda sad though because thats about 5 years away and i dont like that. and this isn't the happy entry you promised me...but i understand...

i like these parts for some odd reason...

*not of the walls i sleep against or of the machines drawing fluids from my arms every so often, but a true human voice. i used to love the sound of it.

*so i would bite through my cheeks producing festering holes and i would then rub my face against the walls. it would paint them a brown-red color. but it was prettier than grey.

i dont know why but for some reason i liked those lines. i dont know.

I love you!!!
*chelsea*
...wow i am finally the first to comment!

[vanishinghope]

hehe you got the first and second comment! thankyou my love. i was hoping it wouldnt leave you too saddened as you had asked for a happier entry but i felt the need to tell this. youre amazing and i love you so very much! and thankyou for being so supportive of my writing. love always
*eth*

[enzeruusagi]

"but, my beautiful, would you expect any less from us? here we are. bolted down."
remember shakespear?
well at the end of "The Tragedy of Hamlet", everyone dies
Hamlet, his mother, Ophelia the girl he loved
see Ophelia went mad because her father died and Hamlet said he no longer loved her
and she drowned
His mother was poisened by the King by accident
and Hamlet was also poisened, but not on accident
but Hamlet did love Ophelia

does this mean anything to you?
something told me to tell you how the book ended
so my shakespear, don't break my heart
all the love

:::there is a divinty that shapes our ends, rough-hew them how we will, the readiness is all:::

[vanishinghope]

thankou. i love your comments cuz they always leave me with something to consider. and i can see how madly your in love with shakepear! haha but thankyou again. i miss you

[pedastaloffate]

ethan, whats been going on lately i havent seen you in awhile. contact me some time andrewkee33@mac.com
i dont know what the fuck happened at the school but i do know that alot of us miss you

[vanishinghope]

thankyou. yeah townsend claimed i was a bad influence, was too rebellious, was getting a gang together, and supposedly parents were calling the school and sending emails saying their daughters in my grade were scared that i was going to murder them. basically: a whole lot of bullshit rumors townsend felt like using as excuses to kick me out. not sure why either but yeah....i miss you and the other cool people at oakland too. hope to talk to ya soon

[stargazer2262]

Ethan you are an absolutely amazing writer and you have so much talent. It would take me a good year to think of something like that and you always write in a different style which is really cool.

[vanishinghope]

thankyou! and keep up the writing! cuz after that year it will only take you half a year! lol youre completely amazing and im so close to dying because i havent seen you in so long!