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I'm waiting for my hair to stop sucking.
I'm watching CSI, it's fucking disgusting.

You're the only reason I stay up late at night.
Thanks to you, I wake up tired. I enjoy it.

dear boy,
stop stop stop stop stop
love, jessie.

I am getting a new 35mm camera. Now I just have to stop being so goddamn lazy and start working more. But I do offically work from 12-3 on sundays on waitressing. Oh boy. Come in and eat, be hassel, I'll enjoy it.

I am sixteen in 5 days.

I don't think I'm all that excited anymore.
actually I am sometimes.

I think I should just be older now.

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I wish track would end. Not because I'm sick of the team or because I'm sick of running. I just feel broken. My knees hate me, they hurt all the fucking time. And high jumping is not helping. I have shin splints in my right leg from high jumping. My back is so sore and I still have the biggest knot in it. I hurts to walk because apparently I have ( Read more... )

DEAR LIVEJOURNAL,
FUCK YOU!

I JUST WROTE THE BIGGEST FUCKING ENTRY AND LJ DECIDED BE SOOO HIP AND DELETE IT.

So now shortened,
I hate how the most beautiful people never see how beautiful they really are.
I wish people saw themselves for what they really are.

I miss a lot of things. I was so pumped during winter break when Jess came home and everyone ( Read more... )

I am okay.
I think I hurt too many people.
I don't mean to, ever.
I grow apart from everyone.
I miss too much, I regret too little.

I am happy with where I am now.
It's a whole new year. I'm turning 16 in 19 days.

Maybe this year will be different. Maybe I'll meet some boy who actually cares.

...I need a life.

9 lasts....
last cigarette: never
last beverage: rootbeer
last make-out: um i dont know. not long ago?
last movie seen: Grease
last phone call: my mom?
last cd played: Saves The Day - Through being Cool
last bubble bath: a while ago
last time you cried: a while ago
last relationship: like two years? haha

8 have you evers....
have you ever ( Read more... )

People are redicilous when under the influence.
although I've never enjoyed myself quite like today, talking to Geller really opened up my eyes about a lot of things. Sometimes it's amazing when people just pour their hearts out about things they care about when normally they wouldn't.
on the other hand, some people need to grow up and stop bragging ( Read more... )

I am extremely unexciting.
my life is extremely boring.
my track meet was extremely long.
Although it didn't feel extremely long.
I am extremely infatuated with no one.
Boys are extremely overrated.
Girls are extremely overrated too.
I am extremely excited for dinner tonight.
I extremely enjoy my times spent with the nboro kids.
I have used the word ( Read more... )