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How did I get so lucky?
VANITYx says:
god sometimes I hate Sean so much.
Dave says:
??
VANITYx says:
doesnt he get that dissing me doesnt get me anywhere?
Dave says:
yeh, some people dont get it
VANITYx says:
last night he tells me how bad I am at putting makeup on, then this morning he keeps bitching at me, and just now I showed my mom my new fishnet shirt and shes all like 'i love you but i hate your fashion' and sean says 'LET ME TRANSLATE, SHE FEARS YOU AT THIS POINT, SHES SCARED, JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT'
VANITYx says:
everyone always asks me why I have so many problems, and all this, and I finally know the answer, HIM.
VANITYx says:
hes so unsupportive it damages me.
VANITYx says:
someone who pretends to care.
VANITYx says:
I mean this is something Im looking at as a profession
Dave says:
well, you have my support
VANITYx says:
I know Dave, I love you you are the greatest.
Dave says:
support is the #1 way to bring out the best in someone
VANITYx says:
seriously
VANITYx says:
this is the way I look to go in my life, I WANT TO DO MAKEUP, so he needs to accept it now
VANITYx says:
because if he doesnt shape up he wont see my face again after I turn 18
Dave says:
some people dont get that you'd rather learn these lessons on your own & think they need to criticize you to try to scare you away from what you're passionalte about
VANITYx says:
yeah, people like you and my step-mom really help, i think its our generation, shes 23 so she knows too, but even moreso you because you are a guy and you had the different look in your generation (long, shaggy hair, grungey etc)
VANITYx says:
I cant even imagine how cool it must have been to have grandma and grandpa as parents, they are so accepting
Dave says:
& thats why I'm so accepting
VANITYx says:
yeah, then what happened to my mom? she must have forgotten. consdiering she was farther off than me, she must have forgotten what it was like.
VANITYx says:
maybe she did understand until sean corrupted her.
Dave says:
my parents were more strict with her because she was always getting in trouble
Dave says:
...I just did my thing and stayed outta trouble
VANITYx says:
exactly, I barely get in any trouble, all things considered I am a GOOD person and a GOOD teenager
VANITYx says:
sometimes I am deserving, but they blow alot of things so out of proportion
VANITYx says:
and when I do get in trouble, or get bad grades, its because my home life is so miserable.
VANITYx says:
I bet if Sean wasnt here, if my mom and me lived together alone I would still be doing good, or if someone else had found her, besides this ass.
VANITYx says:
hes just so...ARGH.
VANITYx says:
always negative
VANITYx says:
always pessimistic
VANITYx says:
atleast with me he is.
Dave says:
all i can say is, keep doin what youre doin, do well at it to prove that you can be successful and stay outta trouble & you'll be set
Dave says:
take everything in stride
VANITYx says:
yeah. whatever I'll prove him wrong when I have my own makeup line and dont give him a cent.
Dave says:
haha, if thats your motivation to be sucessful than use that as positive energy. remember, its a chain reaction... you yell at him, it hurts your moms feelings... some sacrafises do need to be made, even if its just on your end. show him what a better person you are for it
VANITYx says:
I never yell at him, I keep my mouth shut and make him the bad guy, then I tell everyone, so basically all my friends hate his guts and my dad does too
VANITYx says:
my dad is so pissed at what he does to me.
VANITYx says:
because my dad pokes fun at the way I look, but he laughs about it, and it makes me laugh too, because we are FRIENDS not just blood related
VANITYx says:
he treats me like a person.
Dave says:
well you can look at as a challenge then... whats life without a few obsticles... you're not going to make it onto VH1s storytellers without the overcoming obsticles part of the story
VANITYx says:
nice
VANITYx says:
you have a good outlook
Dave says:
yeh, some people have told me that I'm so positive it makes them sick
VANITYx says:
ironically enough I probably already have to many obstacles to tell
VANITYx says:
lol, nah without you talking to me right now Id still be sad, not sad and laughing about how much I get to laugh in Seans face 10 years from now
Dave says:
see, all you need to do is set some hefty goals, put the side-blinders on and go for it
VANITYx says:
lol