In less than a month I head for Japan.
It all seems slightly intimidating so I'm hoping for the best.
Studying seems to get rid of some of my tension.

I managed to fall in love with a touring musician. I am a very stupid little girl.

 I realize most of the things I do in life are with absolutely no planning. I kind of see a vague goal and piddle around until I get to it. Sometimes, life seems a little bit scattered.

Recently, I developed a crush which sucks since I am leaving to go to Japan in a few months. I mean, I'll be back but no one wants to wait a year for somebody. This ( Read more... )

Music seems to be dominating my life right now.

1. Kanye West- "I Wonder"
2. Kanye West- "Flashing Lights"
3. Abandoned Pools- "Waiting to Panic"
4. Ladytron- "Startup Chime"
5. Chico Fellini- "Uli"
6. Prince & The Revolution- "I Would Die 4 U"
7. Telepopmusik- "Close"
8. Telepopmusik- "Into Everthing"
9. Royksopp- "Royksopp's Night Out"
10. Calvin Harris- " ( Read more... )

I will be going to Akita International University for the 2008-2009 school year.

Now, where is the money coming from...

 I told him all of my feelings in a rambling, nonsensical speech. I think it made things worse for me but my insides don't feel like they are going to pop out of my chest anymore. Studying abroad is such a big commitment but I realize sacrificing everything for a year is not worth it. I have decided not to give up on this boy...for once ( Read more... )

I was accepted to be an American Counselor in Japan this summer, so I'll be in Nagasaki for most of the summer. This excites me to no end.

On the other hand, I was accepted to attend Kansai Gaidai University for the Fall semester. I replied to explain my interest in withdrawing from their program...and I think I sent the reply in the wrong format. ( Read more... )

I'm going to Japan this summer...

and

I cut my hair off...

That is all.

My trip is enjoyable even though I am still living it. Stanford and Kentucky are nothing alike but I didn't expect them to be the same. The students still complain like back at home but I can't wrap my mind about their problems. It seems like complaining about paper writing would get old by some point but the majority of conversations revolved ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, I will be flying back to my real life again.
I think I appreciate what I have now that I have been a way for a few days.
This is a good feeling.
I have to focus on scholarships again but that is fine.