There's nothing really new with me. I lead such a boring life...this of course scares me a lot because nothing really awful has actually happened to me yet...I'm waiting for something awful to happen. What could it be? I know that I shouldn't think negatively...but that's just how life works...bad things will happen to people ( Read more... )

I watched Mulan yesterday with travis...I seriously LOVE that movie. Next weekend we're going to watch Beauty and the beast. I'm definitely looking forward to that. When I mentionned that i wanted to watch mulan he started moaning and grumbling because he didn't want to and then he's like "fine, only because I love you." Then this morning he's ( Read more... )

Okay, so things are better with my mom. I can't stay mad at her for very long, or anybody for that matter. It's saturday and I'm actually home. I miss travis ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to go see BenchWarmers with jessica, It was uber funny. I love jon heder. Seriously. i want to marry him ( Read more... )

Things at home are still not better, I don't think they will for a long time...not until she understands what she is doing. Travis told me if he could afford it he would move me out...although he offered me to live at his house. Um...Yeah no. Although it would be pretty cool because then I could see mell everyday w00t ( Read more... )

Well lets see what's been going on in my life ( Read more... )

My mom is angry with me because things with travis and I are better...that's not fair. She told me that she was going to tell him that it was in his best interest to just break up with me. I told her that if he broke up with me because of her i would never speak to her again...she then told me that i would get over it...Okay so maybe I would get ( Read more... )

How is it possible for one person to make me feel like this? I don't deserve it, so why do I put up with it ( Read more... )

I can't eat ( Read more... )

Travis was in the best mood ever yesterday. He showered me with compliments, as usual. Although usually I actually hate compliments, I feel awkward when i get them and I feel cocky when i accept them. In the end it just makes me feel uncomfortable but yesterday it put me in a good mood. The night before he was so grumpy, making me feel grumpy and I ( Read more... )